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PART ONE
Angel put the twelve-pack of
Guinness in the refrigerator next to the salsa, then reached in the brown
paper bag for the milk just as he heard the firm tap on the door.
“It’s open!” He shouted in
the general direction of living room, thinking that it was one of the guys
showing up a little early for their Thursday night monthly poker ritual. He
continued unpacking his groceries, setting aside the chips and other snacks
for tonight from the other food items.
The knock sounded again, louder
this time.
With a perplexed frown, he sat
the remaining bag aside and walked to the door. He smiled as he reached for
the doorknob, thinking that his friends were playing some sort of practical
joke – as they had often been known to do.
“I told you already, the only
cookies I’m buying are from hot girls in short skirts…” He said with mock
seriousness as he opened the door to reveal the unfamiliar face of an older
woman with short reddish blonde hair. She was dressed in a crisp dark blue
business suit and low heeled sensible shoes; in the crook of one arm, she
carried a black leather notebook. Everything about her screamed
no-nonsense, stern efficiency. Her eyebrows were lifted slightly in
question at his comment.
“Sorry. Thought you were someone
else.” He apologized with a sheepish smile. He could only imagine what the
woman must be thinking.
“I gathered that.” She stated
directly, her eyes meeting his. “Are you Liam O’Connor?”
“Yes.”
“Dr. Maggie Walsh from the Bureau
of Citizenship and Immigration Services.” She held out her hand in
greeting, her handshake firm and dry.
A feeling of trepidation rising
at the mention of the BCIS, Angel waited patiently for her to speak.
Silence hung between them for a few seconds before she spoke again.
“May I?”
“Oh. Sure.” He mentally chastised
himself for his manners as he stepped back out of the way and gestured for
her to enter his apartment. Closing the door behind her, he watched
as she walked casually through the apartment looking around with avid
interest. “Can I help you?”
“My visit is just a formality.
I’m following up on the paperwork that you recently submitted to our
offices about your wedding.” Dr. Walsh stopped, glancing into the kitchen
before turning back to face Angel who was still standing near the door. “My
congratulations to you and your bride.”
“Thank you.” Angel replied, a
fleeting memory of Buffy passing through his mind at her mention. It had
been almost two weeks to the day since he had seen her at their wedding
ceremony. He’d thought of her often the first few days that followed, but
her image gradually dimmed in the hectic pace of studying for finals and
keeping up with both his interests and Cordelia’s social obligations. In
the whirlwind of activity his marriage had slipped into the back of his
mind; it seemed almost surreal now.
Continuing her perusal of the
apartment, Dr. Walsh turned and walked down the short hall to the bedroom.
She paused briefly to look at the map of Ireland hanging on the wall next
to two smaller black and white photographs. The map was yellowed with age,
quite possibly an antique. She nodded slightly as if making a mental note
before continuing on down the hallway.
Angel followed a few steps behind
her, his eyebrows lifting slightly at the brazenness of the woman and her
bold inspection of his apartment.
“Do you mind?” Without waiting
for an answer, Dr. Walsh stepped into the single bedroom. She scrutinized
the dark furniture with a critical eye, the large bed dominating the room.
With the tall, carved posts, silk sheets and crimson duvet, the bed seemed
almost decadent. With a quirk of an eyebrow, she turned toward the open
closet door.
“Uh, can I help you?” Angel
asked, trying to keep the annoyance out of his voice. Short of physically
moving her, he realized that she was determined to snoop.
“Where is your wife, Mr.
O’Connor?” Reaching in her pocket, Maggie Walsh took out her reading
glasses and put them on. Next she opened her black leather notebook,
balancing it on her arm as she extracted a pen and jotted a brief note.
“Buffy?”
“Yes. Buffy Anne Summers. That is
her name, is it not?” Still writing, the BCIS official didn’t even
both to look up.
“She’s at…” Angel paused,
realizing that he didn’t actually know where his wife was at that moment.
He never saw her at school, he didn’t know where she worked – if she worked
– and other than the partial address he had glimpsed on her drivers
license, he didn’t even know where she lived. A burst of fear shot
through him; had he been found out? When he found his voice, he stammered,
“Out. School. Errands.”
Maggie Walsh glanced up over the
rim of her glasses, her expression skeptical. “I see. Which is it?”
“Errands, after classes.” Angel
improvised firmly, chastising himself for his earlier sputtering mistake.
That was just the type of cool headed thinking under pressure that would
certainly guarantee him entrance into the FBI, he noted with a grimace.
Still, there was nothing to do now but brazen it out…
“I don’t have to tell you, Mr.
O’Connor,” Dr. Walsh said as she looked up from her notebook, “that we at
the BCIS were quite surprised to see a wedding so soon after irregularities
in your paperwork were identified.”
“Yes, well…” Angel replied with a
small smile and slight shrug, “It was love at first sight. What can I say?”
“How did you say you met your
wife?” She questioned bluntly, once more looking down at her notes before
returning her gaze to his face.
“Through a mutual friend.” Angel
replied without hesitation, finding a small measure of satisfaction that he
could tell the truth about something in this whole mess.
“And this friend’s name?”
Angel paused. Cordelia could be
flighty and unpredictable. He wasn’t at all sure that he wanted her talking
with the BCIS on anything even remotely related to his case. But he also
wasn’t sure he had a choice now that he had already waded so deeply into
this set of lies. Her name was on the marriage certificate as a
witness.
“Cordelia. Cordelia Chase.” He
mumbled reluctantly. As an after thought, he added the disclaimer,
“Though I’m not certain she’s too happy with how things worked out.”
Dr. Walsh jotted something –
presumably Cordelia’s name – in her notebook and snapped it shut.
“Let me be straight with you, Mr.
O’Connor, I think you married to stay in this country and just one look at
your apartment confirms my suspicions. I see nothing whatsoever to indicate
that another person lives here. And don’t bother embarrassing both of
us by bringing out any undergarments that belonged to a previous paramour
in an attempt to prove otherwise.”
Brushing past him, Dr. Walsh
walked briskly down the hallway toward the door. “I will be putting all of
this in my report that I will file with the appropriate authorities. I can
assure you that we at the BCIS do not take this type of attempt to falsify
documents and defraud the government lightly. We will be in touch
shortly to discuss next steps. Thank you for your time.”
“We’ve been really busy. School.
Finals and all.” Angel blurted as he followed behind her. He was
searching his brain for any plausible excuse why his wife wouldn’t
be living with him just yet. “We decided it was better to wait until after
finals before moving.”
“That seems rather unlikely.”
Clasping her hand together, Maggie Walsh stopped and stared at him, her
expression obviously unconvinced. “In my experience, newlyweds that
are in truly in love surpass any number of difficulties to be together.”
“Yes, I’m sure it seems…
unusual.” His eyes betrayed none of his anxiety as he answered her in a
calm voice. “In our case, however, we wanted to start our new life together
under less stressful circumstances. That’s not to say that everything
else is anything less than perfect, Dr. Walsh. I can assure you that Buffy
and I are very happy together.” He couldn’t resist adding the last
bit with a hint of innuendo.
“I see.” Pausing with her
hand on the doorknob, Dr. Walsh glanced back at him. “You did read the
paperwork, I trust, that informed you that the BCIS has the authority to
make as many home visits as we deem necessary to establish validity of your
marriage claim? Since it’s my understanding that classes complete
this week at the university, I’ll be back in a week, two at the most. That
should have given you enough time to have gotten things settled – without
any undue stress.” Opening the door, Dr. Walsh glanced at Angel once
again as she stepped out into the hallway, “Needless to say, I very much
want to meet Mrs. O’Connor.”
“Two weeks should be fine.”
That’s anything but fine, Angel thought as he smiled at the woman
and took the business card that she offered him.
“That’s the number of my office,
should you need to reach me. I shall be in touch. Good day.”
Wesley and Gunn, reaching the
door in time to hear the last bit of the conversation, stepped aside as the
woman gave them a polite nod then brushed past them.
“Mrs. O’Connor? Mrs.
O’Connor?” They echoed in surprised just after the woman disappeared
down the stairs.
At the door, Angel ran a
frustrated hand through his hair before he turned and stormed back into the
apartment.
“Dude, what was that all about?”
Gunn questioned with a grin as he and Wes followed Angel through the door.
“Did she say she wanted to meet
Mrs. O’Connor or be Mrs. O’Connor?” Wes quipped, closing the door
and glancing in the direction of the kitchen where Angel had disappeared.
Grinning, he continued, “Though I imagine Cordelia might object to the
latter.”
Gunn laughed as he set the pizza
he carried down on the table. “Hell, I think Angel might even object to the
latter. You know our man there has his choice of hotties. Why choose only
one?”
“Even one as hot as Cordelia,” he
amended with a grin, catching Wes’ inquisitive smirk. “That’s one chick
that is not worth the baggage that she brings with her. That’s all I’m
sayin’.”
Gunn had never hidden his dislike
for the brunette from the others; Wesley tended to agree with Gunn,
claiming that beauty didn’t excuse character flaws. On the other hand,
Doyle, the other member of their usual foursome, seemed to understand
Angel’s interest in the self-centered woman – openly admitting to having a
weakness for beautiful women himself.
Standing in the kitchen, the
portable phone clutched in his hand, Angel realized then that he didn’t
even know how to get in touch with his own wife. He swore softly and
slammed a hand down on the counter. He should have trusted his instincts
that this marriage scheme was a bad idea; the BCIS was on to him
already. Getting through the semester was only a small consolation if
he got deported and/or arrested for attempting to defraud the government.
He could kiss his FBI career goodbye then, no doubt. Of course, he thought
with a touch of sarcastic humor, his verbal fumbling around with Dr. Maggie
Walsh wasn’t exactly going to get him a gold star for any type of covert
operations or undercover work.
He glanced up as his friends came
into the kitchen, Wes setting the six pack of beer he carried on the
counter.
“So, what’s up with all that? Who
was that anyway?” Gunn asked as he rifled through the drawer in search of
the bottle opener. Finding it, he tossed it to Wesley.
“And why would she want to meet
your mother?” Wes asked as he popped the cap from three bottles. He handed
one to Gunn and held the other out for Angel. “Apparently she doesn’t know
about her, or so it would seem.”
“She doesn’t.” Angel answered
with a heavy sigh, taking the beer from Wesley’s hand. He took a long drink
then set the bottle on the counter. “She’s Dr. Maggie Walsh from the BCIS.
She wants to meet my wife.”
With his friends staring at him -
their mouths open wide in stunned surprise – Angel did the only thing he
could think of; he dialed Cordelia’s number.
***
Buffy sighed tiredly as she
gathered her things and prepared to leave Patina, the restaurant now closed
for the evening. Tonight’s shift hadn’t been too bad; the job seemed
to be getting a little easier all the time. Though she wondered as she
trudged out the door why she hadn’t quit any number of times over the
previous two weeks. She could afford to now thanks to the check from
Cordelia Chase that was tucked away at the bottom of one of her bureau
drawers.
Maybe, she mused, it was because
she liked having something to occupy her time and her thoughts now that
classes were ending for the quarter. She was signed up for summer school,
though it would be a much lighter course load than she’d taken this past
quarter. Ah well, more hours at work meant more money which allowed
her to take more classes which brought her that much closer to her degree
and eventually – hopefully - a decent job which would bring her some
financial stability. She wasn’t greedy – she just wanted extra money
at the end to put away so as to not ending up living from month to month
paying bills and basic expenses.
With some extra hours, maybe she
could even afford to buy that black dress that she had tried on about a
month ago at April Fools on a whim. It would be perfect for a date – should
she ever have one… Of course, how awkward was it going to be should she
ever have to explain her husband to a potential boyfriend?
Maybe if she just didn’t bring him up…
“Buffy!”
The sound of her name broke into
her thoughts, interrupting her musing and she glanced up.
“Cordelia. Hi.” Buffy
greeted, hiding her surprise. She hadn’t seen or heard from the brunette –
or Angel – since the day of the wedding. To say that finding her waiting
outside of Patina just after midnight was a surprise would be an
understatement.
“Look, you have to move in with
Angel.” Cordelia stated bluntly without any pretense of cordiality.
The hour and a half wait until the restaurant closed had only furthered her
irritation and anger, but she had been unable to catch Buffy’s eye or find
a table in her section so she had no other choice but to hang around if she
wanted to take care of this herself.
The wealthy brunette had already
spent the entire day at the St. Regis spa getting massaged and pampered in
an attempt to calm her rage after Angel’s call last night. This type of
stress was so not good for complexion. The one solitary consolation was the
Buffy appeared as haggard and unattractive as she first thought; apparently
her appearance at the wedding was an exception. The thought boosted
Cordelia’s confidence.
“What did you say?” The petite
blonde questioned, doubting her hearing. They’d been through this already,
hadn’t they? Not moving in was part of the deal.
“I said you have to move in with
Angel.” Cordelia replied slowly with exaggerated emphasis on each word, as
if she were speaking to a child. “I’m sure I didn’t stutter.”
Suppressing her own growing
annoyance, Buffy replied firmly. “When I agreed to this you said that I
wouldn’t have to live with-” she paused, finding the phrase “live with” a
little too intimate. Calmly, she amended, “move in. That was part of the
deal.”
“I know what I said.” Cordelia
snapped sullenly. “How was I supposed to know that the stupid BCIS offices
made home inspections?”
“Home inspections?” Buffy
echoed, still not completely certain she was hearing things correctly.
With an exasperated roll of her eyes,
the brunette continued, “Look, Buffy it’s not really that hard to
understand. The BCIS can deport Angel, and they’re apparently allowed to
make home inspections - I guess so they can make sure that the marriage is
real or whatever. This means that you have to move into Angel’s
apartment, like now, since they’ve already been by once and will be
back. After they do all of their silly little inspections and decide
everything is okay, you can just move back out again. It’s probably just
for a couple of months.”
“I don’t know… I don’t really
think so…” Buffy said, shifting her bag to her opposite shoulder. Other
than the fact that he was attractive and an incredible kisser, she knew
nothing about him. For all she knew, he could be a total slob or have some other
freaky habits that would make her uncomfortable. “Besides, why would I have
to be the one to move anyway?”
“Look Buffy, if they arrest Angel
and deport him, you’re going to go to jail too. Complicity or
something. You’re part of the whole illegal thing. Which makes sense
really.” Cordelia shrugged her shoulders, her expression almost
innocent. She completely ignored Buffy’s question; it grated on her enough
that Angel had been stupid enough to tell the BCIS people that Buffy was
moving into his place, though when pressed she couldn’t come up with an
alternative that she preferred that would also keep the BCIS happy.
Still, she resented the thought of the petite blonde living in his
apartment beyond reason. The one saving grace was that she could comfortably
come and go from Angel’s place, so she planned to be there often to make
sure that things were kept to her liking. She was, after all, still
determined to keep him in the country – and equally determined that his
marriage not have any impact on their relationship.
Buffy contemplated the brunette’s
statements with growing horror. She couldn’t afford any legal action –
either in actual financial cost or time off school or work. At the same
time she wondered why Angel wasn’t there to tell her – or ask her perhaps –
himself.
“So where is Angel? Why didn’t he
come to tell me about this himself?” The words slipped out of her mouth
before she could stop them.
“He’s out with his friends, I
guess.” Cordelia said dismissively, as if the question were completely
unrelated to the subject at hand. Of course, she knew perfectly well that
he was at home waiting for Buffy to call. He had wanted to handle this
himself; all he asked of Cordelia was to give him Buffy’s number. She
demurred, telling him instead that she’d have Buffy call him. She knew that
Angel was feeling guilty about dragging Buffy into this mess and she had no
doubt he was having stupidly noble thought about offering her a way out.
“Oh.” Buffy said, angered and
disappointed by the callousness that her husband exhibited about
this whole affair. Did he have his girlfriend do his dirty work all the
time? That attitude didn’t give her any additional incentive to be
accommodating; she really wasn’t comfortable with the idea of moving in
with him… “I don’t know. I’m not comfortable with this…”
“This is really, really hard for
me, you know. I don’t think anyone really understands my feelings in all
this. Not you, certainly not Angel.” Cordelia said softly, abruptly
switching tactics. “Here I am just trying to help out my friends, and
everyone just seems to want to make things difficult for me at every turn.”
Buffy studied the taller woman
skeptically, though she admittedly hadn’t considered the brunette’s
feelings. It probably would be hard to be in her shoes – her boyfriend
married to another woman and now expected to live with that woman.
“I’m sorry.” The petite blonde
replied politely, not entirely convinced.
“Yes, well, I had hoped to
someday have a future with Angel but that’s probably not going to happen –
at least not now.” The brunette’s eyes welled with tears. “I’m sure he’ll
probably forget all about me all about me once you move in.”
“Um, I doubt that.” Buffy
mumbled. She doubted any man alive would forget Cordelia; she had a
lush eye catching beauty with a full figure that was prominently displayed
in her tight tops and short skirts. In short, Cordelia was the type of
woman that men worshiped and women tended to envy. Buffy hardly saw
herself as any type of competition.
“But I love him and I’ll do
whatever I can to help him. I want him to be able to get his education and
fulfill his dreams.” The brunette continued dramatically, dabbing at her
eyes. Her lips curved upward in a small smile, as if sharing a confidence.
“He wants to be a lawyer, you know, and if he has to go back to Ireland…
Well, he can’t study that there.”
“They don’t have lawyers in
Ireland?” Buffy questioned with a skeptical look.
“No. At least not the kind he
wants to be.” Cordelia replied brusquely, growing impatient with his
charade. Why wouldn’t the ungrateful little bitch just agree so they could
move on?
“Ah. What kind is that?” The
petite blonde asked, a small smile tugging at her lips. Perhaps Angel
really did want to be a lawyer, but that wasn’t the reason why he needed or
wanted to stay in the U.S. Of course, the law was different in
different countries, but still…
“Does it matter? The
brunette snapped impatiently. “Look, this is important to me.”
“To you? What about
Angel?” Buffy inquired with a slight lift of her eyebrows.
“Of course it’s important to him
as well.” Cordelia replied with growing irritation. She ran a hand over her
hair, smoothing the long tresses.
“So important that he took time
out of his busy social schedule to tell me about this himself… Huh. That
doesn’t really give me the impression that he thinks it’s important.” Buffy
mused sardonically.
“I don’t know why you have to
make this so hard, Buffy.” The brunette gritted her teeth in exasperation.
She honestly thought she’d have the opposite problem – the blonde eager to
move in and get intimately acquainted with Angel. “It’s no different
than having a roommate, except that it’s a he instead of a she. It’s not
like you’ll be sleeping with him or anything. Besides, think of the
additional money that you’ll save on rent.”
“I guess.”
“To be honest Buffy, I don’t like
this any better than you do. You don’t know how hard it is for me to ask
you to do this. How many other women could move another woman in with their
boyfriend? Not many. I’m going out of my way to help you both – I
can’t believe you’d be so ungrateful. It’s not like I want to see you
arrested either, but if you don’t do this I don’t think there’s anything
else that I can do. I’ll tell Angel he might as well call the woman at the
BCIS office and tell her on Monday that it was all a scam. You can use all
the money that I gave you for your legal expenses – though I doubt that
will cover it. Of course, they might take that away too.”
“Fine, okay. I’ll move.” The
petite blonde muttered grudgingly, visions of being carted away from her
apartment in handcuffs running through her mind. Would she never catch a
break? Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad – and it was probably only for a
few months.
“Great!” Cordelia gave Buffy
a wide fake smile showing her perfect white teeth. “I’ll tell Angel this
weekend then.”
“Wait a minute! I have to
tell my landlady – who isn’t going to be thrilled about the short notice.
I’m lucky I’m on a month-to-month instead of a lease.” Buffy began making a
list in her head of all the things she needed to do in order to move.
“Besides, I have to work tomorrow…”
“Well, whatever, just hurry.
Here’s the address.” The brunette hastily scrawled the address and a phone
number on a piece of paper that she handed to Buffy. Without another word,
she turned on her heel and flounced away.
***
Buffy carried the last box down
to Oz’s van with a small burst of energy. The anger and annoyance after her
meeting with Cordelia had died away a couple of days ago, leaving only a
nervous trepidation behind. Fortunately, her landlady had been
understanding when she told her that she was moving because she had gotten
married. Instead of complaining about the short notice, Jenny had
wished her well. She had even given her a wedding present: a trio of ivory
mosaic glass hurricane style candle holders.
Even now, with all her belongs
packed up in boxes, Buffy couldn’t believe that she had actually agreed to
move in with Angel. Liam Angelus O’Connor. Her husband. Because she had
seen him so seldom, it was all just a little unreal to her. She even
doubted her memory – that he was in fact the same guy that had interested
her at Patina’s only a few weeks ago.
Buffy let out a deep exhalation
of breath as she climbed into her car and pulled away from the curb. Oz and
Willow followed behind her in Oz’s van. She drove the short distance to the
address that Cordelia had given her and parked in the first open space
along the curb. She knew from the directions – and her drive by yesterday
with Willow on the pretext of going for ice cream - that Angel had a third
floor loft apartment. The second floor was apparently another loft
apartment but the first floor was a cozy neighborhood type bar named
“Dublin’s Pub”. That’s appropriate, Buffy thought, with Angel being
Irish and all. She wondered if there was any connection or if it was purely
coincidence.
Getting out of her Jeep she
glanced around at the surrounding area. It was an older area of Sunnydale,
but been recently renovated – though the original architecture had been
retained giving it an inviting charm. There were several shops lining the
streets – a coffee shop, a dry cleaner, a laundry and a gift shop among
others – all of which would be convenient to have nearby. It was much
nicer than the neighborhood where she had been living, so that was
definitely a plus. It was as close to UC Sunnydale as her place was, albeit
on the opposite side of the sprawling campus. It was even within a few
blocks of Patina as well, so in many ways the location was an improvement.
Reluctantly, Buffy trudged up the
stairs to the third floor and knocked on the door. She could hear the
sounds of people moving around inside, so she knew that someone was home.
She felt a sudden attack of nerves as footsteps came closer to the door and
she clenched her hands in her palms to keep from turning around and fleeing
down the stairs.
Opening the door, Angel was
surprised to see his bride on the opposite side. “Buffy?”
“Angel.” Buffy replied, her voice
remarkably calm despite the frantic beating of her heart. It wasn’t every
day that you just showed up at a strange man’s apartment to move in… even
if the strange man was your husband.
Something about the way she said
his name - sort of breathy and partially like a question – jolted him. Deep
brown eyes locked with hazel green ones and they simply stared at each
other. He realized then that he had in fact seen her before; that she was
the waitress at Patina.
Buffy felt someone nudging her
arm. With effort, she pulled her gaze away from the mesmerizing eyes of the
man in front of her. She cleared her throat and force her attention away
from Angel and back to her friends. Turning slightly, she smiled at Willow
who stood just behind her. “Sorry guys. These are my friends. Oz and
Willow. Guys, this is… Angel.”
“Hey. Nice to meet you.” Angel
nodded in greeting as Cordelia walked up to the door from inside the
apartment. She was obviously quite at home and made no effort to hide that
fact. Nor did she attempt to hide the fact that she was buttoning up the
top few buttons on her blouse.
“Oh, hey Buffy.” She smiled, her
hand coming to rest possessively on Angel’s back.
“I thought you were going to call
on Friday.” Angel said flatly, his eyes returning to Buffy’s face. He
stepped back away from the door, pushing it open so that they could come
in.
Cordelia had told him that Buffy
asked that he not be given her number; that she would prefer to call
him. That had irritated him, particularly given the unusual circumstances.
He wasn’t just another guy wanting her number. He needed to talk to her.
When she hadn’t called Friday – as she had apparently told Cordelia she
would - or on Saturday either, he found his temper growing short. He hoped
she was more reliable than she appeared.
“Uh, Friday?” Buffy questioned,
her eyes darting between Angel and Cordelia. Without even knowing him, she
could detect the trace of anger in his voice. She’d only found out about
the BCIS on Friday after midnight… which was technically Saturday morning
really. Was she supposed to have called him that night? Or was he
merely upset that she had apparently interrupted a romantic rendezvous with
his girlfriend? Oh lord, she hadn’t even thought about that aspect of
sharing the apartment with him… But she had left a message yesterday and
again this morning at the number Cordelia had given her letting him know
that she’d arranged to move today. As far as she was concerned, she had
given sufficient notice.
“Well, I don’t know how I would
have called Friday since I didn’t even have your number before I saw
Cordelia Friday night around midnight when I got off work. But I did call
yesterday and again this morning. I left a message both times.” She added
baldly before he could speak. It wasn’t her fault if he was too busy with
his girlfriend to pick up his calls. Given that he couldn’t even be
bothered to tell her about this whole BCIS moving in business, her
tolerance for taking any shit from him was limited. With a cold tone,
she added, “I’m sorry if this is a bad time. We can come back later.”
Turning to her friends, she said
softly, “If you guys have other plans, I can get my stuff later tonight or
whenever. I think I only need a couple of the boxes right away anyway.
Maybe I can fit those into the Jeep for now.” She already felt bad that she
had interrupted their weekend with her urgent ‘must-move-now’ speech that
had only led to more questions than she had answers. It was the first time
she had admitted to her friends that she had in fact, taken Cordelia Chase
up on her offer and married the woman’s boyfriend. Willow had been
shocked while Oz took the news with his usual stoic calm.
“No, it’s not. It’s fine. I just
– I wasn’t expecting…” Angel turned to Cordelia with a questioning
look. She only shrugged dismissively and proceeded to study her fingernails
with interest, thus fueling his suspicion that she hadn’t been exactly
truthful with him about her conversation with Buffy. It also explained her
sudden appearance at his apartment this afternoon; it wasn’t the
spontaneous impulse she had led him to believe. He even questioned the
notion that Buffy and Cordelia were in fact friends… they acted more like
casual acquaintances than old friends. His eyes narrowed suspiciously.
He’d have to have a conversation with Cordelia about this later.
He turned his attention back to
Buffy. “I’m sorry. I didn’t get your messages.”
He had fully intended to help
Buffy move – even moving her himself to save her the inconvenience – if she
was open to the idea, but since he never had a chance to talk to her, he
had never been able to even offer. She was turning her life upside down for
him – helping her move was the least he could do. Instead he snapped at
her. And now he felt like a heel.
On impulse he reached for Buffy’s
hand. “Here, let’s just start over.” He tugged her forward with a small
apologetic smile, “Let me apologize again for being an ass and then I can
show you around.”
Cordelia snorted and rolled her
eyes, stalking over to the couch where she sat down with an ungraceful
thud. Picking up a magazine, she thumbed through impatiently while covertly
watching the foursome walk through the apartment.
Her hand still clasped in his,
Buffy followed Angel, taking in the tastefully decorated and wide open
loft, noting with reluctance the one bedroom. She swallowed hard, the
butterflies in her stomach gaining speed. It was bad enough when he smiled
at her, but his touch seemed to give her an unusual case of the
tinglies. She could not afford to be attracted to him.
Pulling her hand away, she
stepped out of the bedroom and pointed to the vacant spot in the wide
hallway near the door. “Why don’t I just put my things over there, out of
the way? Then I can sort through them and we can see what… if anything…
won’t be in the way.”
Angel shook away the lascivious
thoughts that had surfaced upon seeing Buffy standing in his bedroom, next
to his bed. He fully intended on keeping things platonic with his bride;
yet the urge to become more intimately acquainted with her had surged with
unusual force. He had even forgotten about her friends standing behind them
as he resisted the urge to pull her into his arms.
“That’s fine. Can I help?” He
replied after a deep exhalation of air. He couldn’t remember being so strongly
affected by a woman before. It had to be the unusual circumstances.
“Angel? Honey?” Cordelia called
as she pushed her way past Oz and Willow to stand next to Angel. She
brushed a non-existent speck from his shoulder as she sidled up even
closer. “I just talked to Harmony. Spike is back from Europe and she wanted
to have a little welcome home celebration. I told her we’d meet them for
drinks at the Country Club in about an hour. After I thought we could head
over to Harm’s for a little… private party of our own.”
“I’ll just go… We’ll just… I’m
going to go.” Buffy said quickly before she walked down the hall and out
the door. Oz and Willow followed behind her, leaving the couple
alone. Before the three of them even reached the stairs, they heard
raised voices coming from the apartment.
“Buffy, are you sure about this?”
Willow asked with concern as they opened up Oz’s van and surveyed the
contents. “I mean, you hardly know him… And Cordelia…” The red-haired girl
made a shuddering gesture, indicating her dislike of the brunette.
“It’ll be fine, Will. Besides, I
don’t see that I have much of choice at this point. I can’t risk any legal
action and I already gave notice at my place.” Buffy replied with a
shrug, reaching for the lamp that lay haphazardly on the small couch, the
only major piece of furniture that they could fit in the van. Her bed had
been left behind at Willow and Oz’s; there was obviously no where to put
it, so no need to go back for it. She sat the lamp on the sidewalk and
reached for a box. “I made my bed and now I have to lie in it. Only not
really. In. It.” Her cheeks colored slightly as her words took on a
slightly more significant implication given the single bedroom of her new
home and the current occupant.
“I’m sure we could think of
something. And you could stay with us-“
Willow stopped abruptly as
Cordelia stalked by then on the sidewalk, obviously upset. The tires of her
BMW squealed loudly as she pulled away from the curb and roared off down
the quiet street.
“She didn’t seem happy.” Oz said
in his typical expressionless voice. It was quite an understatement given
the brunette’s actions.
“So, what can I take?” Angel
asked with a friendly smile. He seemed to appear out of nowhere, now
standing next to Buffy near the curb.
Even though there was no rational
reason for her to feel that way, Buffy was strangely pleased that he hadn’t
gone with his girlfriend after all. Without a word, she returned his smile
and handed him a box.
*
It only took a short while before
all of Buffy’s meager things were sitting along the wall in the hallway.
They set her couch, one of the few things that she had kept from her
mother’s house, across from Angel’s. The rich sage green patterned fabric
complimented the deep brown leather sofa, giving the room a cozy warmth.
Other than conversation about
what went next or what was fragile, they didn’t talk much as they carried
box after box up the stairs. No one asked about Cordelia and Angel didn’t
volunteer any information about what had happened between him and the
brunette that had caused her to storm off.
The last box had been carried up
and the four of them lounged on the deck, enjoying a cool drink and the
afternoon sun. It wasn’t long before Oz reminded Willow that he had band
practice, so they needed to go. On the walk down to the van, Buffy assured
her best friend no less than a dozen times that she would be fine, that it
was okay to leave her alone, before Willow finally agreed to accompany her
boyfriend.
When Buffy returned to the
apartment, Angel had disappeared into the bedroom. She stared at her boxes
along the wall then scanned the apartment once more before walking over to
the window. A nice view of Sunnydale, a patio deck, a cozy fireplace. It
was hard to believe that she’d be calling this place home for the next few
months. Sighing, she turned her attention back to her things. She supposed
she should unpack, but then she wasn’t sure yet what she was going to do
with most of it.
“Are you sure this is
everything?” Angel commented as he came out and sat down on the couch. He
was honestly surprised at her few possessions. “We can move some of my
things and make some more room…”
“Yep, that’s pretty much
it. I sold most of my furniture after… a few months ago. My place was
so small.” Buffy replied quietly, taking a seat opposite him on the couch.
“I have a few other things at Willow and Oz’s, but there’s really no place
for them.” Her eyes darted to his as she quickly amended, “But that’s fine.
It’s nothing I need, really.”
“Um, well,” He paused, clearing
his throat before continuing, “Half the closet is now yours and I cleared
out a couple of drawers on the dresser as well.”
“The bottom ones, but I didn’t
think you’d mind.” He added with a teasing smile.
“Oh, you didn’t need to do that.”
She was touched just the same, having not expected him to go out of his way
for her. Neither of them had yet broached the subject of the one
bedroom, though Buffy had already determined that she’d take the couch.
“You need a place to put your
clothes – you can’t just live out of boxes. And this place… well, I liked
the view and openness, but it’s admittedly lacking on storage space.” His
warm gaze met hers and he smiled.
“Thank you.” Buffy replied as she
came to her feet. “I’ll just… put some things away then, if you don’t
mind.”
“Not at all. Please. It goes
without saying - make yourself at home.” Angel stood, torn between offering
to help her and thinking that it might be best for him to put some distance
between them for a little while.
“If you need anything, I’ll be on
the deck.” Choosing the latter, he picked up his book and headed toward the
small door that led outside.
Later, after most of her things
were put away, Buffy found Angel sitting on the couch reading. The darkness
had apparently driven him back inside, since he appeared to be engrossed in
his reading.
“I, uh, have a few things to do.
I’ll be back in a couple of hours.” She said as she shrugged into her
jacket.
Angel looked up, surprised that
she’d be going out this late. He wanted to ask where she was going, but he
bit back the question. Was she meeting someone? Did she have a
boyfriend? She said a couple of hours, not tomorrow… wherever she was
going, she wasn’t spending the night. He came to his feet and retrieved
something from the fireplace mantle.
“Here.” He pressed the key into
her hand. “You’ll need this.” Reminding himself that her life wasn’t
really his business, that she could go where she wanted and see who she wanted,
he turned away from her and dropped back to his previous position on the
couch. Picking up his book, he pretended to resume his reading.
“Thanks.” She replied, wondering
briefly about his mercurial moods. One minute he was warm and friendly, the
next a bit of a grouch. She shrugged and headed out the door.
*
Driving across town to the gym,
Buffy chastised herself for not being brave enough to use the shower at the
very place she was going to be living. Seeing his shampoo and soap in
there… it had been just the last straw of the day. It had been strange
enough hanging her things in the closet next to his, folding her
undergarments and placing them in the chest of drawers where his no doubt
resided. But to consider standing in the shower where he stood… naked… that
had been brain overload.
She needed to escape for a while
and collect her thoughts. She hoped that Faith would be at the gym;
some sparring would no doubt take the edge off her nerves.
*
It was almost midnight when Buffy
parked on the street near her new home. Had he left the light in the living
room on for her or was he still up? Quietly she turned the key in the
lock and opened the door.
In answer to her question, Angel
sat on the couch, reading just as she left him. Well, almost just as
she left him, she amended. He was now wearing a white fitted tank top
and a pair of black sweats. He had obviously showered while she was gone;
his hair was still mussed and slightly damp.
“Hey.” He greeted quietly,
glancing up as she closed the door behind her. He closed his book and sat
it aside, studying her with unconscious interest. She was wearing sweats as
well, her hair pulled back into a ponytail. She appeared freshly scrubbed
as well, so he surmised that wherever she had gone, she had showered.
“Hi.” Buffy replied tiredly,
setting her gym bag down near the door. She retrieved a small stack of
blankets from atop one of the few remaining boxes and walked over the
couch.
“How was the gym?” He ventured a
guess, having also noticed the bag in her hand. He was admittedly surprised
that after a day of lifting and carrying boxes that she’d have the energy
to go to the gym.
“Fine.” She replied, somewhat
startled by his accurate deduction about where she had been.
He watched quietly as she began
to unfold the blankets in her hand, making them into a bed on the couch.
“Buffy… um, about the bed…” He
paused thoughtfully, “I thought you could take the bedroom. I’ll sleep on
the couch.”
“Oh no.” Kicking off her shoes,
Buffy sat down cross legged on the couch. “I couldn’t. Really. It’s your
bed and… No.”
“I don’t mind.” Angel countered
firmly, “In fact I insist. It’s the least I can do since we don’t have
enough room for your bed.”
“Well, I mind.” Buffy insisted,
her tone adamant. “And I really like this couch. It’s super comfy.
Really. Besides, you’re too little tall anyway. You’d be cramped and
uncomfortable.”
“But-”
“But nothing. It’s fine. End. Of.
Discussion.” She replied firmly. “But, if you don’t mind…” She
glanced meaningful in the direction of the bedroom, “I’m tired. It’s been a
long day.”
“I don’t-“ He stopped, the
look on her face cutting him off abruptly. He stood, unhappy to be
capitulating.
“Good night.”
“Good night, Angel.”
Buffy fumbled around in the dark
until she found the small battery operated alarm clock that she had set on
the floor next to the couch. The neon green hands pointed to 4:45 am.
She sighed heavily and wished that she hadn’t agreed to take Faith’s six am
spinning class before teaching her own class at seven. Of course, when she
had agreed to it last night, she’d had some pent up energy to burn so it
had sounded like a great idea. After a relatively sleepless night, it now
seemed like a terrible idea. Faith would never let her hear the end
of it if she didn’t show up after she said she would though, which was
enough incentive for Buffy to convince herself to go. She blinked several
times, waiting for her eyes to adjust to the darkness.
The couch had been comfortable
enough; she just wasn’t used to sleeping in a strange place not to mention,
having a relative stranger so close by. It wasn’t that she expected him to
attack her or anything; it was more the intimacy of the situation that she
found unnerving. With a groan, she tossed aside the blankets and sat up.
She wasn’t sleeping anyway, and she’d have to leave in half an hour or so
to make it to the gym on time, so she might as well get up.
She realized with dismay as she
folded the blankets that she’d have to go in the bedroom where HE was
sleeping to gather her clothes for the day. She hadn’t considered that last
night or she would have packed her gym bag then. With a small resigned
sigh, she crept quietly down the hallway.
The door to the bedroom was open
only an inch or so and Buffy held her breath as she pushed it slowly
inward. She cringed as the hinges squeaked, her eyes darting quickly to the
figure on the bed. Angel was sprawled on his stomach, his arms over
his head and circling the pillow. The sheets were pooled around his waist,
exposing his bare back. He was on the side of the bed close to the door but
his head was turned away from her. He stirred slightly, moving his leg
under the covers but didn’t seem to wake with the small sound.
Tip-toeing forward, Buffy crossed
the room to the closet. Luckily the sliding doors were still open as she
had left them; no worry about the additional sound of opening that door.
With quick motions she grabbed the black skirt and white shirt that she
needed for Patina, along with a pink sweater. She hated wearing her work
clothes to class, but today it couldn’t be helped. Tomorrow she’d
remember to plan a little better.
She glanced once more at the man
on the bed as she moved to the bureau. She paused, noting that the shadow
on his back was in fact a tattoo. She squinted in the dark, leaning
closer to make out the faint shape of a Gryphon straddling the letter ‘A’.
He rolled over on his side then and she jerked back, almost stumbling into
the dresser.
Clutching her clothes to her
chest, she waited anxiously to see if she’d been caught. As if it wasn’t
bad enough that she was in the bedroom while he was sleeping, but if he
caught her staring at him too… she’d be mortified. She waited for almost
thirty seconds before she released the breath she had been holding, the
soft cadence of his breathing adding to her certainly that he was, in fact,
still sleeping.
Moving quickly Buffy knelt down
and pulled the bureau drawer open with a slow deliberate motion. She
grabbed her necessary undergarments along with her small jewel case.
With one last look at the man on the bed, she silently exited the room.
* * *
The alarm went off at just after
seven o’clock and Angel rolled over, swiping at it with one hand to turn it
off. Now that his classes were over for the quarter, he was helping
Professor Johannsen with some research for a study on criminal profiling.
In addition, he was also doing some work for the Sunnydale police
department; it was mostly administrative work – research, pulling files,
making telephone calls and what not, but any experience could only be
helpful in the long run. It was strictly volunteer for now; without his
green card or an H1-visa, he wasn’t otherwise employable.
He tugged on his shorts and
t-shirt in preparation for his morning run, then padded quietly into the
living room carrying his shoes. He was surprised and a little
disappointed to see that Buffy was already gone; her blankets neatly folded
and placed at one end of the couch. He had just assumed that she’d be
there. He shrugged off his disappointment as simply curiosity; it was
completely natural that he would wonder about her schedule and her life.
As he took a bottle of water out
of the refrigerator, he noticed the note propped up on the counter, his
name printed neatly across the folded paper. Next to it sat his Claddagh
ring, the one he had given her the day of the wedding. Picking up the
paper, he unfolded it and read the short note.
Angel,
Sorry for not returning the ring earlier, I didn’t know how to reach
you. Besides the fact that it doesn’t exactly fit me, I know it was your
fathers and has special meaning to you. I thought you would probably want
it back.
I won’t be back until after my shift at Patina tonight. (after 11 or so)
Buffy
He smiled at the little happy
face she had drawn next to the words “fit me” as he picked up the ring and
slipped it on. The ring was special to him; he was glad to have it
back but he would never have asked. It was one of the few things that had
been returned to him after his parents ‘accident’. He never believed
the story that had been spun about their disappearance when he had been in
high school, but any of his questions had only been met with patronizing
replies and later with silence. Of course, neither response was unexpected
given the line of work his father had been in. With effort, he pushed away
the unwelcome thoughts and instead headed out the door.
The brief grim reminder about his
parents dissipated with the steady pounding of his feet on the pavement as
he jogged along the familiar route around the UC Sunnydale campus. By the
time he returned to the apartment almost an hour later, he had determined
that it was going to be a good day.
* * *
Over the next few days, Buffy and
Angel communicated mostly via notes left on the counter in the kitchen,
their schedules rarely finding them at home at the same time during the
day. Still, despite seeing very little of her, additional signs of
Buffy’s presence began to appear in the apartment – small cartons of yogurt
and cans of diet soda lined up neatly in the refrigerator, a basket of
dirty clothes discretely covered with a towel in the bottom of the closet,
her soaps and shampoos in the shower next to his… already he associated the
scent of vanilla with her.
Usually Angel was up reading or
working on his laptop at the table when Buffy came home from work. They’d
exchange a few words, mostly small talk, before Buffy would head off to the
shower. Angel would wait until she was finished, then he would excuse
himself and go to bed so that she would have some privacy. More often
than not, he would lay awake and listen to the soft sounds of her moving
around the apartment. Only when she turned out the light would he too
finally drift off to sleep.
* * *
Buffy sighed blissfully and sank
into the heat of the water, closing her eyes as she lay back in the
tub. The last few days had been exhausting. In addition to her
classes, she had taken extra shifts at Patina to keep herself busy and out
of the apartment, needing some time to adjust to the idea of living with
someone she hardly knew. Her brow creased into a frown as she realized that
she still needed to talk to him about her share of the rent. Unfortunately,
she didn’t think that half the rent on this place would be any cheaper than
what she had been paying for her studio apartment – so no real savings
there. Granted, this apartment was much nicer and had plenty of
perks, like the convenient location, the big roomy tub, and the gorgeous
view. She giggled and blew a handful of bubbles away as she concluded that
the apartment’s ‘gorgeous view’ could also include the occupant: Angel was
certainly not a hardship to look at.
She sighed softly and chided
herself – not for the first time and probably not the last - for the
impulsiveness that had led to her getting into this situation in the first
place; she couldn’t say that marrying Angel had been her brightest move.
Not that living with him was proving difficult, not at all. Besides the eye
candy factor, he was friendly and polite and always seemed very
conscientious about giving her her personal space. Of course, the flipside
of that could be that he wasn’t particularly interested in spending time
with her - a thought Buffy chose not to analyze too closely. It shouldn’t
matter, after all, given the circumstances of their marriage.
Oh well, Buffy thought
dismissively, tonight was her first night off in almost two weeks and she
planned to savor it. Angel was out with his friends – or so the note
he had left her said - so she had the place all to herself. After a
nice long soak in the tub, she had plans to make a trip to the Laundromat,
then splurge on some take-out from the rotisserie place down the street and
maybe rent a movie. That is, if the TV that Angel had even worked. She’d
never seem him even turn it on, so she wasn’t sure. All-in-all not the most
exciting way to spend her Saturday night, but not the worst way either.
When the door swung open, Buffy’s
eyes flew open to see Angel standing there. She let out a small gasp but
otherwise didn’t move.
Angel stood frozen to the spot.
It hadn’t even occurred to him that she might be home as he rushed through
the apartment to pick up his forgotten wallet and then grab some aspirin
out of the bathroom medicine cabinet.
Mesmerized, he stared down at
her. Her hair was pinned up on her head, a few tendrils escaping and
clinging wetly to her neck. Her beautiful breasts were partially visible
just below the surface of the water and scattered bubbles. Her legs were
stretched out and parted, her dainty feet with plum red painted toenails
resting on the edge of the tub.
Her voice, when she finally found
it, came out as a low husky whisper. “If you’ve seen enough you can leave
now.” Strangely though, she still hadn’t moved. It was as if she too, was
frozen in place her gaze locked on his face. She even felt a shiver
of warmth seep through her at his ardent perusal.
Angel returned his gaze to
Buffy’s face almost reluctantly, a faint blush coloring his cheeks.
“Sorry. I-uh- I didn’t realize you were home.” He swallowed hard and turned
on his heel, closing the door behind him.
* * *
Buffy sat on the deck the
following morning sipping her coffee and enjoying the warmth of another
beautiful Sunnydale summer day. Her feet tucked under her, she flipped idly
through a magazine. She had already decided to pretend that her little
run-in with Angel in the bathroom last night had never happened. It would
also serve as a good reminder for her to make sure that in all future such
occasions she locked the door.
“Morning.” Angel mumbled as he
trudged out on the deck. He collapsed in the lounge chair next to her with
a solid thud. He was still wearing the clothes he had on the night
before, only now he was looking rumpled and a little worse for wear.
“Good morning.” Buffy replied,
glancing over and taking note of his disheveled condition. She knew he
hadn’t come back to the apartment last night; she had also drawn the
conclusion that one of the ‘friends’ he had mentioned going out with in his
note had to have been Cordelia. It was to be expected that he’d spend the
night with his girlfriend, particularly on the weekends. She only
hoped Cordelia didn’t stay over too often; she was certain she wasn’t going
to like hearing the sounds of their intimacy just down the
hall.
“Looks like someone had a little
too much of a good time last night.” Buffy smirked, unable to resist the
small jibe.
Angel only grunted in reply, his
eyes closed behind the grey-tinted sunglasses. Last night Doyle had brought
out several bottles of aged Bushmills whiskey, insisting that they
celebrate Angel’s recent – and highly secretive - nuptials. It had taken
almost two bottles between the four of them, before they were able to pry
even the smallest detail about his wedding or his bride from Angel… but by
then the vision of her nude in the bathtub had been the predominant thing
in his mind. Needless to say, the sly grin and his only responses
of “Buffy,” “a few weeks ago” and “she’s beautiful” only furthered
their already avid curiosity. If they all hadn’t been too drunk to drive,
they no doubt would have descended on Angel’s apartment to meet the
mysterious bride. Instead, they ended up watching old episodes of
‘Columbo’, playing cards, and polishing off the rest of the whiskey before
passing out just after three in the morning. With his head throbbing
and his mouth feeling like he swallowed cotton, Angel managed to get off
Doyle’s couch and head home before the rest of them were even awake. He
knew his friends though; they’d be dropping by this week – if not today –
to meet his wife.
“Here. Maybe this will
help.” Opening his eyes, Angel glanced up to see Buffy setting a tray
on the small table next to him. On it sat a mug of black coffee, a glass of
ice water, a glass of orange juice and a bottle of aspirin.
“Thanks.” He took a couple of the
aspirin and drank the entire glass of water before he set it down and
glanced over at her again. Almost transfixed, he studied her in the bright
sunlight. She was wearing a simple black tank top and shorts that
contrasted nicely with her smooth tan skin. Her golden hair was pulled back
in a ponytail and her eyes were hidden by a pair of black sunglasses. She
appeared to be engrossed in some article in the magazine balanced on her
knees. There was nothing extraordinary about her appearance really, yet he
was struck not only by her beauty but her small unexpected gesture. He had
a sudden urge to hug her. Or, perhaps more pertinently, lay his head in her
lap and let her soothe away the ache between his temples.
“Sure.” She replied, turning back
to look at him.
He wondered suddenly if she
thought he did this often. “Doyle… that is, he insisted that we sort of
celebrate…”
“It’s okay, Angel. You don’t have
to explain anything to me.” Buffy replied with a smile before turning back
to her magazine.
“I don’t want you to think that I
go out and get drunk every weekend.” He stated emphatically, then let out a
small pained groan as the sound of his own voice seemed to ricochet loudly
through his head.
“I don’t. Anyway, I’d find out
the truth next weekend.” She teased as she reclined the chase lounge she
was sitting on until it was completely flat. With an agile move, she
flipped over on her stomach.
He took a sip of coffee as he
studied her profile. “How’s that?”
“Because if you did it every
weekend then you’d do it again next weekend, and then I’d know that you did
it every weekend.” She hadn’t looked up at him, but he could hear the
playful tone in her voice.
“Ah.” He closed his eyes again
and laid his head back on the cushion of the chaise. A smile tugged at his
lips at her slightly rambling logic. Impulsively, he said, “I have to go to
the grocery store this afternoon and pick up some things. Do you want to go
with me? We could get some of those horrible soy patties that you seem to
like.”
Surprised, Buffy glanced up. Her
lips twitched into a smile and with mock sternness she declared,
“Aha! You did eat one of them! I thought someone was pilfering my
food.”
“Guilty.” Angel said without
opening his eyes. He took another sip of coffee. “Though I regretted it if
that’s any consolation. Those things are terrible.”
She laughed and shook her head.
“Hey! They’re good! And I’ll have you know they’re healthy.”
“Sweetheart, I think cardboard
would taste better.” The endearment slipped out naturally and Angel
didn’t even give it a second thought. He opened his eyes again and looked
over at her again. “So are you up for a trip to the grocery store then?”
“I could use a few things so,
sure.” Buffy replied. It was just a trip to the grocery store – why did it
feel like something more significant? And why was her heart suddenly
racing? “That is, if we can get back by four. I have to be at work by
five.”
“Not a problem.” Angel said with
a satisified smile as he relaxed back into the chaise closing his eyes. He
wasn’t even aware until that moment how tense he had been in waiting for
her answer.
* * *
Angel sat on the couch and sipped
a bottle of water as he watched Buffy flit nervously around the apartment.
First she lit the candles on the fireplace mantle, then she fussed with the
magazines on the table, aligning them just so. On her way to the kitchen to
check on the coffee, she stopped and adjusted the flower arrangement on the
table. He understood and even shared her agitation, but the strange sense
of pleasure he found in simply watching her somehow seemed to calm his
nerves.
Since their trip to the grocery
store on Sunday, a friendly camaraderie had developed between them. With
Buffy not working extra shifts, they saw each other a bit more during the
day and talked a little more at night when she got home from work, though
they hadn’t delved too far into anything personal in their conversations.
Angel glanced at his watch just
as the firm knock sounded at the door. It was six o’clock right on the dot.
He should have known that Dr. Maggie Walsh would be exceedingly punctual.
He glanced over to where Buffy stood near the kitchen doorway as he came to
his feet.
She nodded to his unasked
question and tugged nervously at the hem of her shirt. Buffy had
changed three times in preparation for tonight’s meeting before settling on
her current outfit. It hadn’t hurt that Angel’s eyes flared appreciatively
when she had finally come out of the bedroom. The simple pale green v-neck
shirt brought out the green in her eyes and was low enough to provide a
teasing view of her décolletage. Her black boot-cut fitted pants
clung snugly to her hips, emphasizing the attractive firmness of her bottom
and the length of her legs. All of which added to the reasons Angel had
been mesmerized by watching her.
Opening the door, Angel smiled.
“Dr. Walsh. Nice to see you again.” He stepped back and held out his
hand, gesturing for her to come in.
“Thank you.” Maggie Walsh’s keen
gaze landed immediately on Buffy. “Mrs. O’Connor, I presume?”
“Yes.” Crossing the room, Buffy
extended her hand in greeting.
“Dr. Maggie Walsh, Bureau of
Citizenship and Immigration Services.”
“Nice to meet you. Would you like
to sit down?” Slipping easily into the role of hostess, Buffy
directed them toward the couch. “Would you like some coffee? I just
made some.”
Once they were comfortably seated
with coffee cups in hand, Dr. Walsh retrieved her reading glasses from her
pocket and put them on. Opening up her black notebook, she flipped through
several tabbed pages until she found the one she was interested in.
“As I mentioned to you over the
phone, the purpose of this meeting is to verify the authenticity of your
relationship for the BCIS. I can assure you that these home visits
and interviews are standard operating procedure within the agency and that
you are in no way being singled out due to your nationality, age, location
or other demographic factors. The BCIS makes it a policy to meet as many of
our newly married couples as possible.” Her gaze was direct as she glanced
from Angel to Buffy then back again. “You understand, of course, that
defrauding the federal government is a serious offense, and so we do look
at these things very closely. Once the questions have been answered
to our satisfaction, your citizenship card will be issued, Mr. O’Connor.
Do you have any questions so far?”
Buffy replied negatively while
Angel only shook his head.
“First, I will need to speak to
each of you individually,” Dr. Walsh stated without pause, “I assume that
there is somewhere in the apartment that the other of you can wait?”
“The bedroom.” Angel offered,
masking his growing discomfort.
With a brisk nod, Dr. Walsh
continued, “That should be fine, as long as the door closes and you will
not be able to hear the conversation taking place in this room. If
not, then I will need to ask you to wait in the hallway or
downstairs. I will warn you in advance that some of the questions may
be quite personal. You may choose not to answer those. Simply say so and
we’ll make a note of the question and then move on. Now, do you have any
questions before we get started?”
“No.” Buffy answered, her voice
surprisingly confident despite the feeling that she was near to panicking.
She hadn’t anticipated an individual – and personal – interrogation.
She had envisioned a casual conversation between the three of them; this
had recipe for disaster written all over it.
“No, no questions.” Angel added,
his own thoughts similar to Buffy’s. He glanced at his wife briefly before
turning his attention back to the brusque woman seated across from them.
“Good. Then I would like to begin
with Mrs. O’Connor first. Mr. O’Connor, if you will…” Without waiting
for a response, Maggie Walsh glanced at her watch. Setting aside her coffee
cup and retrieving her pen, she jotted the time down on the top of a blank
sheet of paper.
Before he rose to his feet, Angel
leaned over and kissed Buffy gently on the cheek impulsively. He wished her
luck with his eyes and also offered an apology, even though he didn’t dare
voice the words.
Once the door down the hall was
firmly closed, Dr. Walsh glanced up at Buffy, “So, Mrs. O’Connor…”
“Call me Buffy.” Buffy
insisted with a smile. She wasn’t about to admit that she found the ‘Mrs.
O’Connor’ stuff disconcerting. She hadn’t thought of that as her name since
the day of the wedding and even then only briefly.
“Yes, well, please tell me where
was Liam was born.” The BCIS agent stated stiffly as she flipped though a
few pages in her notebook.
“Liam?” Buffy repeated
questioningly.
“Your husband, Mrs. O’Connor.”
Dr. Walsh returned curtly, glancing up from her notes.
“Oh, sorry. It’s just… I always
call him Angel.” Buffy quickly interjected, realizing her mistake. She
couldn’t believe she had fumbled over something as obvious as his name.
“Actually, everyone calls him Angel. I don’t think I’ve ever even heard
anyone call him Liam before.”
“I see. Can you tell me where he
was born please?”
“Ireland.” The petite blonde
answered firmly, determined to make amends for her faux pas.
“City, please.” The BCIS agent
insisted as she scanned the paper in front of her.
“Well, we haven’t really
discussed it.” Buffy mumbled, quickly growing disheartened. She was going
to blow this for them right from the start.
Dr. Walsh scrawled something in
her notebook, the pen scratching the paper almost loudly in the momentary
silence, and then looked up at Buffy once more over the rim of her glasses.
“You don’t know the city he was born in, is that correct?”
“No, I mean yes.” Buffy shrugged
apologetically. “I mean, no, I don’t know.”
“Thank you.” Dr. Walsh said
crisply, tapping her pen on her paper. “How long did the two of you know
each other before you married?”
“Not long. A few weeks. I know
that seems rather rash but-”
“Can you please narrow that down
to a specific number?” Dr. Walsh interrupted impatiently, not interested in
excuses or stories, just the facts.
“Well, I feel like I’ve known him
for months…” Buffy searched her mind for an appropriate response. What had
Angel told the BCIS if anything about how long they had known each other?
Still stalling for time or perhaps even a hint, she continued, “Cordelia
talked about him for so long before I met him…”
“Um-hum. Do you or do you not
have a number, Mrs. O’Connor?”
“Three.” The petite blonde
returned coolly, calling forth all the bluffing poker skills she possessed.
“Three weeks.”
“Thank you.” Dr. Walsh said
patronizingly as she jotted yet another note. “What is your husband
studying at UC Sunnydale?”
“Law.” Buffy answered calmly,
remembering what Cordelia had said about him wanting to be a lawyer. The
books on his shelf though… With a polite smile, she amended, “Well,
actually his major is criminal justice but he’s considering going into
law.”
With an almost disgruntled
expression, Maggie Walsh checked a sheet of paper that had “UC Sunnydale”
at the top of it before slipping it back behind the others. She next
retrieved a printed form from the other side of the notebook and jotted
Buffy’s name at the top next to the date. When she completed her notation,
she glanced up. Her blue eyes were direct and piercing. “The next few
questions are of a more personal nature. The intent of these questions is
not to embarrass you, but to establish that you do in fact have an intimate
relationship with your husband. I would like to remind you that if you
object to answering any of the questions, you may say so at any time.”
Clearing her throat, Buffy
settled back on the couch. Her hands were clenched tightly around her
coffee cup, the untouched liquid growing cold. “Okay.”
“What time does your husband get
out of bed in the morning?” Dr. Walsh checked a box on the form,
indicating the selected question.
“Um, well, later than I do. I
leave early and he’s still in bed.”
“So you don’t know?” The BCIS
agent inquired bluntly as she shifted, crossing her legs at the ankles.
“Well, he’s up by…” Buffy inhaled
deeply then plunged ahead with a guess, “Seven thirty or eight.”
Dr. Walsh made a note of the
answer as she asked her next question, “And what time do you get up?”
“Between five thirty and six.”
The petite blond replied, “I teach a kickboxing class at 7:00 at Pacific
Athletic Club.”
“I see.” The BCIS agent
acknowledged disinterestedly as she continued writing, “What is your
husband’s most frequent meal for dinner?”
Searching her memory for the
contents of the refrigerator, Buffy quickly seized on an answer, “I guess I
would say pizza or stuff from the deli just down the street.”
“Thank you.” After making another
notation, Maggie Walsh looked up again. “And what do you typically eat for
breakfast?”
“Vanilla yogurt. Angel teases me
about it, always trying to get me to branch out into more exotic flavors,
but I happen to just like vanilla.” With a small smile, Buffy played back
their conversation in the grocery store when Angel noticed that she was
buying five of the same flavor.
“Why do you not wear a wedding
ring, Mrs. O’Connor?” Dr. Walsh flipped the paper over and scanned the page
with the computer printing. It was an unnecessary action; she knew the form
by heart. Briskly, she made tick marks by five more questions.
“It’s being resized.” Buffy
answered, a little surprised that the BCIS agent had noticed the missing
ring since she seemed so intent on her notes.
“The name of the jeweler doing
the work?”
“I don’t know. Angel took care of
it.”
Glancing up at the young bride
over the top rim of her glasses, Dr. Walsh inquired, “Does your husband
have any birthmarks, scars or tattoos?”
“Yes, he does.” Buffy replied as
she took a sip of her coffee. Her heart was racing in nervous anticipation
of each question. When would this end?
“Describe them please.” The BCIS
agent prompted looking down once more at the notes she was taking.
“He just has the one tattoo, on
his back by his shoulder blade. It’s a Gryphon with an ‘A’ below it.” Buffy
said a brief prayer of thanks to her English professor for her interest in
mythology; without it, she wouldn’t have known exactly what the bird like
creature was.
“Thank you. And do you have any
birthmarks, scars or tattoos?”
“No.” Buffy disclosed resolutely.
A giggle almost escaped her lips as she thought that there might actually
be some benefit to Angel’s having stumbled on her in the bath; of course,
it was unlikely that he had seen enough to be assured of no tattoos or
other marks. And there was the fact that he hadn’t seen her backside…
“When was your last menses?” Dr.
Walsh asked candidly, her voice interrupting Buffy’s musing.
“Uh, just a little over two weeks
ago.” Color rising to her cheeks, Buffy blushed. Like Angel was supposed to
know that?
Stopping for the first time to
take a sip of her coffee, Maggie Walsh once again adjusted her position on
the sofa. Placing the coffee cup back on the table, she looked directly at
Buffy. She was a keen observer of human behavior; reactions mattered almost
as much as the questions, particularly for these last few. “What, if any,
form of birth control are you currently using?”
“Um, I, um, we’re… that is… we…”
Buffy stammered, taken somewhat aback by the question. It shouldn’t have
surprised her, but hearing it out loud was a little startling. “We, uh,
use, er, condoms. At least we do right now.”
“Thank you.” Dr. Walsh made
a brief notation on the printed paper, then asked matter-of-factly as she
returned her gaze to Buffy’s face. “How often would you say that the two of
you engage in intercourse?”
Feeling her cheeks grow warm once
again, Buffy gave the first answer that came to mind, “Well, er, we are
newly married.”
“Yes,
I understand that. Would you like to skip this question or do you have an
answer, Mrs. O’Connor?” Pressing her lips together, Maggie Walsh
suppressed a ruthless smile. She couldn’t deny that she enjoyed certain
aspects of her job, such as seeing young couples squirm. She had, on
occasion, even made up outrageous questions just to liven up these
interrogations.
“We, uh, have sex at least a
couple of times a day.” Buffy returned promptly. At the slight lift of the
woman’s eyebrow, Buffy wondered if that was too often or not often enough…
She wished then that she had a little more experience with this type of
thing – well, with sex specifically - so that she might have a more
appropriate answer.
“And my last question. Is your
husband circumcised?”
Seconds ticked by as blue eyes
remained locked with hazel green ones. Finally Buffy gave her answer,
“Yes.”
“Thank you for your cooperation,
Mrs. O’Connor. Would you please ask Mr. O’Connor to come in here now
please? I also need to ask you to not speak with your husband, other than
to let him know that I’m ready for him.” With a dismissive nod, Maggie
Walsh returned her attention to the papers in her notebook.
With a worried frown, Buffy rose
to her feet and walked down the hall. She opened the bedroom door to see
Angel sitting on the bed with a book in his hand.
“Well, honey, you’re up.” She
said brightly, as if nothing were wrong. She waiting until he reached the
doorway before she rose up on her tiptoe and wrapped her arms around his
neck. As she brushed a kiss on his cheek, she whispered, “No tattoos,
condoms, couple of times a day, 2 weeks ago and god, I hope you’re
circumcised.”
* * *
Hiding his bemused expression,
Angel waited until Buffy closed the bedroom door before joining Dr. Walsh
in the living room.
“Thank you for waiting, Mr.
O’Connor. As I said earlier, this is a formality.” Maggie Walsh
looked up, as Angel sat on the couch opposite her.
“I understand.” Angel replied as
he reached for the carafe to refill both his and Dr. Walsh’s coffee cups.
“Fire away with your questions.”
With a brisk nod, the BCIS agent
began, “Where was Mrs. O’Connor – Buffy - born?”
Angel paused thoughtfully before
he answered, “Right here in Sunnydale.” He was guessing, but from his
confident demeanor, no one would have known.
Her expression marred with
something akin to disappointment, Dr. Walsh asked her next question,
“Please tell me the name of your in-laws?”
“We haven’t talked about them
much, to be honest.”
“Can you expand on that, please?”
Maggie Walsh tapped her pen on her paper, studying his
expression.
“Her parents are a difficult
subject for my wife, Dr. Walsh. It’s not one that we tend to spend much
time on.” Angel ventured, not realizing that he was actually close to the
truth.
“Even their names?” She glanced
down at her papers, shuffling them slightly to look at the copy of their
marriage certificate that had been filed with the BCIS office.
“Yes. We’ve had no reason to
discuss them.” Taking a sip of his coffee, Angel closed his eyes and
suppressed a feeling of panic.
“I see.” The BCIS agent replied
skeptically, jotting some additional notes. “What time does your wife
normally get off work?”
“It varies.” He knew from their
conversations this past week that her schedule did vary some at night,
depending on the day of the week and who ended up working the late
shift. “She works different shifts at the restaurant. Sometimes she
gets off earlier than others.”
Glancing up, Dr. Walsh looked at
him speculatively. “I thought your wife worked at a health club?”
Angel studied her expression for
the space of a few seconds before he answered, “She works as a waitress at
Patina. A restaurant a few blocks over.”
Her pen scratching the paper, she
hastily scrawled a few notes and then drew a circle around something she
had written on the page. Reaching for her coffee cup, she took a sip then
inquired, “What is your wife studying in school?”
“She hasn’t decided on her major
yet.” Angel replied easily. Knowing that it was Buffy’s first year of
college, he assumed that she hadn’t yet declared a major.
“How long did the two of you know
each other before you married?” Dr. Walsh questioned, glancing at her
earlier notes briefly before flipping to a new page.
“About a month I think.” Running
a hand through his hair, Angel attempted to appear calm. He wondered what
Buffy had answered, assuming that she had been asked the same questions.
“Thank you.” Maggie Walsh
acknowledged as she looked over the top rim of her glasses, her expression
foreboding. “The next few questions are of a more personal nature. They are
not intended to embarrass you or your wife, but rather to allow us to
verify the nature of your relationship. Let me remind you that if you
object to answering any of the questions, all you need to do is say so.”
Angel nodded, shifting the coffee
cup from one hand to the other.
“What time do you normally get
out of bed in the morning?” The BCIS agent inquired plainly as she sat her
coffee cup back down on the table.
“Seven thirty.”
“And your wife? What time does
she normally get up?” Dr. Walsh made a note on the form, near the
question Buffy had answered earlier.
“Much earlier than that;
five-thirty, six. I’m a heavy sleeper – I don’t always hear.” He improvised
with an apologetic shrug.
“What does your wife have for
breakfast most often?”
“Vanilla yogurt. She loves the
stuff.” He answered with a smile, reminded of their conversation earlier
that week at the grocery store.
“And you, what do you eat for
dinner most often?” Dr. Walsh asked brusquely, scanning her notes from
Buffy’s answers.
“Simple stuff; steak and
vegetables, grilled chicken.” Angel answered with a small shrug, “I happen
to like to cook.”
“I see.” With her pen, Maggie
Walsh made another circle around her notes before jotting down a few brief
words. “Does your wife have any birthmarks, scars or tattoos?”
“No.” Angel replied as a feeling
of apprehensiveness crept over him. Had Buffy’s whispered words about
tattoos meant for her or for him?
“And you, Mr. O’Connor? Do
you have any birthmarks, scars or tattoos?” Her gaze was direct and
piercing.
Angel drew in a deep breath and
debated his answer for a scant few seconds. He could lie since Buffy had no
way of knowing about his tattoo but something about how closely Dr. Walsh
was scrutinizing him gave him the strangest feeling that the BCIS agent
knew about it, someway, somehow. Finally he said, “I have a tattoo on my
back.”
“I noticed that neither you nor
your wife wear your wedding rings. Why is that Mr. O’Connor?” The BCIS
agent inquired stiffly, once more reaching for the coffee cup on the table.
“Buffy’s is at the jeweler,”
Angel bluffed though it wasn’t completely a lie. He had simply never bought
her one which technically meant it was at some jewelers. That was
something that he would apparently need to rectify if they made it through
this cross-examination, “And mine is in the bedroom. I was doing dishes
earlier and I don’t like to wear it then.” He purposefully ignored
mentioning the Claddagh ring on his right hand. He already knew the best
way to get through this was to simply answer the question; providing
additional details would only trip them up later.
“I see.” Returning her eyes to
her notes, Maggie Walsh made an annotation in the margin of one page.
Glancing up once more, she returned her gaze to his face. “What, if any,
form of birth control are the two of you currently using?”
“Condoms.” Angel suddenly wanted
to grin. Buffy’s whispered words had tipped him off successfully for that
one. Instead, he answered the question with a hint of intentional
discomfiture.
“And how often do you and your
wife have intercourse?” Pressing her lips together firmly, the BCIS agent
waited for his answer.
He couldn’t help himself. Even
with her keen eyes dissecting his every move or gesture, Angel gave in to
the impulse and grinned. Even without knowing what possible question
Buffy’s hint of ‘two weeks’ might apply to, he was certain it wasn’t the
answer to this question.
“As often as possible,” he
replied cheekily.
“Do you have a specific answer,
Mr. O’Connor? Or are you just going to attempt to be clever?” Dr. Walsh
questioned coldly. She was obviously not amused.
Clearing his throat, he nodded.
“We, uh, have sex at least twice a day.” He tried, but Angel couldn’t keep
the smirk from his face. The question – and the provocative answer - had
brought visions of Buffy nude in the bathtub to the forefront of his mind.
The question of her sexual experience also came to mind; was she less
innocent than she appeared? Still, there was no question “twice a
day” sounded more than just fine to him, it sounded divine.
“Thank you.” Dr. Walsh replied
brusquely as she flipped her paper over and scrawled another few words.
“When was the last time your wife had her menses?”
“No tattoos, condoms, couple
of times a day, 2 weeks ago and god, I hope you’re circumcised.” Her answers were falling neatly into
place. Still, he schooled his features into a thoughtful expression, as if
he were considering her question before answering. “About two weeks ago.”
Dr. Walsh made a brief notation
on the printed paper, then asked matter-of-factly as she returned her gaze
to Angel’s face, “Fine. Now, my last question - are you circumcised Mr.
O’Connor?”
He wasn’t, but Buffy didn’t know
that; in fact, Buffy had obviously assumed otherwise. Unconsciously
crossing his legs, Angel replied, “Yes.”
“Thank you.” With an almost
malevolent smile, Dr. Walsh clasped her hands together smugly over her
notebook. “If you would please call your wife back, I think we can
finish off our discussion.”
Her look sending his nerves
careening wildly, Angel rose to his feet and went to fetch Buffy. He
avoided her eyes, only giving her a small shrug as the two of them returned
to the living room. Silently, they took their previous seats across from
the BCIS agent.
Despite their efforts, Maggie
Walsh was a keen observer of human behavior and had been an agent for the
BCIS for a long time. Not to mention, the tidy little sum that Ethan Rayne
had promised her for looking into this matter and ensuring that it was
resolved to his satisfaction gave her additional impetus to be extra
thorough. Of course, any legal action such as deportation would require the
appropriate supporting documentation – which would take more than just one interview
to obtain.
Suppressing a smile, Dr. Walsh
glanced between them, “Mr. O’Connor, Ms. Summers, I’ll be quite frank with
you. Despite your relative success at bluffing your way through my
questions, there is sufficient reason for me to believe that your marriage
is entirely an attempt to obtain a green card for Mr. O’Connor.”
“Dr. Walsh, would you please
elaborate?” Buffy questioned, unknowingly parroting the BCIS agent’s own
words. “I’d like to know what you’re basing your… assumption on.”
“Ms. Summers.” Dr. Walsh chided
patronizingly, “I’ve been in this business for a very long time. I’ve seen
con artists of all types imaginable. You don’t know the answers to easy
questions such as where your own husband was born, he doesn’t know the
names of your parents, and I find your answers to my question regarding
your intimate affairs highly suspect. It would not surprise me in the least
if you had somehow tipped off Mr. O’Connor to your answers with your
pretended endearment to him at the bedroom door.”
“I pride myself not only on my
observation skills, but also my judgment.” Snapping her notebook
closed with brisk movement, Dr. Walsh rose to her feet. “Over the course of
the next few weeks – or months if necessary - I will personally be
compiling the necessary documentation in support of your prosecution for
attempting to defraud the United States government as well as for your
deportation, Mr. O’Connor. Please be aware of the fact that I do have the
right to interview your family and your friends, as we as returning for as
many repeat visits as I deem necessary in order to complete my
report. The completed report will be filed with the local District
Attorney to being the necessary proceedings.”
Turning on her heel, Maggie Walsh
stalked to the door. With her hand on the knob, she turned back to face the
stunned couple, “I will warn you that attempting to flee will only make the
situation worse. I shall be in touch. Good day.”
Minutes after the door closed
behind her, Angel kicked the coffee table sending magazines, coffee cups
and coffee pot flying. “Fuck!”
Buffy watched the earthenware
cups as they shattered, spilling coffee on the floor as if the scene were
taking place in slow motion. After a second, she knelt down and began to
put the broken pieces on top of a ruined magazine. After she had all of the
damaged pieces together, she calmly said, “Well, that helped the situation
a whole lot.”
Whirling around, Angel shot her a
dangerous look.
Rising to her feet with the
debris, Buffy seemingly ignored him as she moved toward the kitchen.
His anger barely under control,
Angel clenched his jaw and watched her. He hadn’t moved from his spot when
she returned with several towels and began to clean up the spilled coffee.
Turning, he slammed his hand into
the wall.
“That’s not really going to help
anything either.” The petite blond added as she crawled around on the
floor, mopping up the dark liquid.
“And that is?” Angel snapped
furiously, once more turning around to look at her. His future plans seemed
to be slipping away before his eyes.
“No, it’s not but at least it’s
not going to stain the floor.” Buffy sat back on her heels and looked up at
him, “And you owe me a new copy of ‘In Style’ and one of ‘Vanity Fair’ – I
hadn’t read those yet.”
“Didn’t you hear what she said?!”
He snarled bluntly, taking a menacing step toward her. “She’s serious about
this and you’re talking about your damned magazines. Well, I’ll be sure to
buy you a copy of those – hell, I’ll buy you subscriptions - because you’ll
have plenty of time to read them in jail.”
“Hey! I’m not your enemy here.”
Buffy returned, her eyes blazing angrily. “I’m in this with you, right up
to the jail cell part of it so don’t you dare take that tone with
me.”
“In fact,” the petite blonde
stood up abruptly as she continued speaking in a calm but obviously furious
tone, “you’ll probably just have to go home to Ireland. I’ll be the one to
end up broke and in jail. No job - no college - no future! Don’t tell
me that all I care about here are my magazines. Just because I’m not
throwing a temper tantrum doesn’t mean that I have nothing to lose.”
Knowing that she was right and
suddenly feeling like an ass, Angel felt a bit of his anger deflate. He’d
thought only of the loss of his dreams. What about hers? He looked
away from her to stare out the window.
“Look, she’s can’t do anything
yet or she would have said so,” Buffy offered in a moderate tone, “that
means she needs more proof. So, we just need to play our parts. If she’s
going to be talking to our friends, we need to convince them that this –
our marriage - is real. If she’s going to ask personal questions, well, we
just have to get to know each other so we can answer them. Think of it like
another class project… only more… personal.”
With one eyebrow quirked upward,
Angel turned back to look at the young woman that he had married. He was a
bit chagrined that she had calmly assessed the situation and put forth a
proposed solution before he had; wasn’t this type of thing in his supposed
area of study? His estimation of her rose. He wondered then about her
life, at what events she had been through to have given her so much
maturity at such a relatively young age.
“Are you always this
sensible?”
“I have to be.” Buffy returned,
her eyes meeting his across the room. And she did. She couldn’t afford
legal or financial ramifications as a result of her impulsive decision. Now
it was simply a matter of make the best of a bad situation - something she
was good at.
Tentatively, Angel smiled at her.
“So, where do you suggest we start?”
* * *
“This is for you.” Buffy said
brightly as she handed Angel a neatly wrapped package.
He looked up at her from his
position at the table, hunched over his computer trying to finalize the
results of a study for his meeting with Professor Johanssen tomorrow.
Pushing back in his chair he took
the package from her as she took the seat next to him. It had been
two days since Dr. Maggie Walsh’s visit and pronouncement about her intent
to see them prosecuted. In those two days, Buffy and Angel had sat
down and mapped up a schedule for ‘dates’ in which they could get together
and start getting to know each other. Today was their first official
‘date’ – though a two hour block of time set aside on a Saturday afternoon
before Buffy would have to go to work would hardly qualify as anyone’s
definition of a date.
“What is this?” He questioned as
he pulled off the white ribbon.
“Just open it.” Buffy encouraged,
tucking her feet under her on the chair. In front of her, she had set two
spiral notebooks.
Pulling apart the elegant beige
paper, Angel’s lips twitched with amusement. “‘Getting Ready for Marriage
Workbook, How to Really Get to Know the Person You’re Going to Marry’.” He
read the book title out loud before his curious gaze returned to her face.
“This is for me, why?”
“Well, it’s as good a place to
start as any. It’s got worksheets and stuff that will help us figure out
questions to ask so we’re not just sitting here staring at each other.”
Buffy replied somewhat defensively as she reached for one of the notebooks
and pushed it over to him. “And writing things down will help, so I got
these too.”
“I guess it’s too much to hope
that you picked up a copy of ‘The Kama Sutra’ as well? Because that
could also be a good place to start…” Angel teased as he turned off his
laptop and pushed it aside. His attraction and interest in his wife was
growing, much to his concern and occasional discomfort. His smile
widened as a faint blush touched her cheeks.
“I don’t think so.” She replied
almost primly as she opened her notebook. He wasn’t seriously interested in
a more intimate relationship with her… was he? Sneaking a peek
at him out of the corner of her eye, she was relieved – or was that
disappointed? – to see that he was teasing. “Do you want to read the first
chapter or skip to the worksheet part?”
“I don’t know. You decide.”
He prompted, handing her the book. “But first,” Angel came to his feet and
crossed the room to retrieve something from the fireplace mantle. Returning
to his seat, he sat a small black velvet jewel box on the table between
them. “I have something for you.”
Buffy glanced from Angel to the
jewel box and then back again.
He pushed it closer with his
fingertip, a smile playing on his lips, “It doesn’t bite.”
As she reached for it, a strange
sense of anticipation, excitement and dread all seemed to assail her at
once. She hadn’t realized until that very instant that this was one of
those moments that she had somehow expected to be more significant in her
life. In some far off recessed corner of her mind, she had imagined that
there would be a marriage proposal accompanying a ring; that she’d be
looking into the eyes of the man she loved and who loved her as they
promised their hearts to each other. They would have already talked about
their future together - sharing their dreams along with their plans for
careers and kids... With a resolute smile, she pushed aside her
thoughts. No sense dwelling on that now. It was possible that she would
have those things someday, just not now. She picked up the small
jewel box and opened the lid. A simple silver band gleamed in the
light.
“I hope it’s okay. I wasn’t sure
about the size…” Angel began, uncertain about the play of emotions on
Buffy’s face. Did she like it? Or not? Should he not have bought it? Maybe
he should have asked her first…
“Oh, no. It’s fine. It’s
beautiful.” Buffy gave him a quick smile as she plucked the ring out
of the case and slipped quickly on her finger. “And look. It’s fits.”
“Buffy, are you sure? I thought
that since Dr. Walsh asked about it that you should have one, but if you
don’t like it…” Absently he touched the silver ring that she had given him
the day of the wedding. He had started wearing it after Dr. Walsh’s visit.
Cordelia would object, he knew. It had been at her insistence that he had
removed it the day of the wedding in the first place. Somehow though, the
brunette’s feelings didn’t seem to matter so much right now. And he found
himself instead bothered by what he thought was a look of disappointment on
Buffy’s face. Had she expected a diamond? Or what was going through
her mind?
“It’s perfect, Angel. Really.
Thank you.” She glanced at her watch then opened the book she had given him
to the first chapter. “We should get started here. I’ll have to head out to
work soon.”
* * *
The sound of voices carried from
the hallway long before the knock sounded on the door. Buffy glanced
up from her position at the table where she was working problems for her
statistics class at the first firm knock.
Down the hall, the sound of
running water shut off abruptly as Angel finished his shower. He was
getting ready to go out - it was his monthly poker ritual night with the
guys. Tonight it was apparently Wes’ turn to host, so he was going over there.
“Hey, you decent?” A
slightly accented voice called out as the apartment door opened a few
inches.
Reaching the door, Buffy pulled
it open further. “Yes. At least I think so.”
“Oh, hello there.” Doyle fairly
stumbled into the apartment, his eyes riveted on the diminutive blonde
standing in front of him. “Didn’t realize Angel had company.” It was of
course a lie; the very reason they had dropped in on Angel early was to see
if they could meet his new bride. They had tried once this week already without
success, much to their disappointment and Angel’s amusement.
With a grin, Gunn shouldered
Doyle aside, pushing him into the apartment. Extending his hand, he smiled
at Buffy. “I’m Charles Gunn. But my friends just call me Gunn.”
“Hi. I’m Buffy. Nice to meet
you.” Buffy returned his smile before turning to the dark-haired behind
him, still partially in the hallway. “And you are-?”
Wes shook her hand. “Wesley or
Wes if you prefer,” he said as an unmistakably charming smile slipped into
place.
Unaffected by his dark good looks
or flirtatious charm, Buffy merely smiled and turned back to the man that
opened the door. “Then you must be Doyle,” she surmised, remembering the
names of Angel’s friends.
“That would be me.” He shook her
hand, his curiosity undisguised as he looked her over and obviously liked
what he saw.
“Guys.” Angel greeted as he came
from the hallway to stand slightly behind Buffy. He was barefoot, dressed
only in a pair of jeans, his hair still damp from the shower. When he heard
the voices and glanced toward to see Buffy standing among his friends, he
felt an uncharacteristic surge of male rivalry. He’d never been a
jealous man or felt any competitive impulses regarding any of his previous
girlfriends, yet he couldn’t deny that his possessive instincts seemed to
make themselves known where Buffy was concerned.
“I thought we were meeting at
your place.” There was a hint of censure in his voice as he glanced
at Wesley over Buffy’s head. Casually he stepped closer and slipped his
arms around her waist.
“Yes, well, we were-” Wes said,
his expression one of practiced innocence as he struggled to come up with a
believable reason for their appearance. Outright lying to his friends,
however, wasn’t one of Wesley’s stronger skills.
“But there was a slight change of
plans.” Doyle interjected affably, a sly grin on his face. His
friend’s possessive stance hadn’t gone unnoticed. Doyle and Angel had known
each other since they were toddlers together in Ireland; they had moved in
and out of each other’s lives over the years but always managed to keep in
touch. It had in fact been Doyle who had suggested UC Sunnydale and the
exchange program to Angel in the first place, since he had been living and
working in Sunnydale for the past four years.
“What change?” Angel’s brows
lifted suspiciously. He knew his friends; their dropping by was a barely
disguised ploy to meet his wife. He should have suspected it tonight given
their earlier attempt this week, but in his preoccupation earlier with
Buffy and their latest getting-to-know-you ‘date’, it had slipped his mind.
In fact, after the pleasant afternoon spent with her at the park having an
impromptu picnic lunch, he had almost wanted to change his plans and stay
home with her tonight. Maybe order take-out, rent a movie… The only
thing that stopped him was the fact that it was Buffy’s only night off this
week and he wasn’t about to crash her plans at the last minute. It never
crossed his mind that Buffy had shared his thoughts for the evening, but
hadn’t dared to suggest it for the same reason.
“This month’s poker night has
been revised into an unplanned yet not quite proper bachelor party. We’re
taking you out on the town, Angel my friend.” Doyle winked at Buffy. “He
didn’t tell us about the wedding, so we didn’t get a chance to throw him a
proper bachelor party much less be there for the happy occasion.”
“Oh?” Buffy questioned, one
dainty eyebrow lifting doubtfully. Angel’s arms around her waist and his
naked chest brushing against her back were wreaking havoc on her sense of
concentration. She was wearing only a thin cotton sundress and the heat of
his body was seeping right through her clothing, sending her pulse jumping
erratically. “I didn’t realize that it was a requirement.”
“I don’t really think that-”
Angel began hesitantly, a little uncomfortable with the suggestion. The
last thing they needed right now was even the smallest hint of impropriety
about their marriage.
“You don’t mind if we take your
husband out for a little fun, do you?” Gunn interrupted, directly the
question to Buffy.
“Nothing too… ribald of course.”
Wes amended. They really weren’t suggesting anything improper and he wanted
to make sure that Angel’s new bride knew that.
“Naturally. I said ‘not quite
proper bachelor party,’ didn’t I?” Doyle added with a sincere smile.
“And what’s the difference?”
Buffy questioned good-naturedly, her eyes sparkling with humor as she
glanced between the three men. Without realizing it, she had adjusted her
stance slightly so that she was leaning back against the hard chest behind
her. Her arms rested lightly on top of those wrapped around her waist, and
absently she moved her fingers, stroking the warm, smooth skin.
Doyle lifted his eyebrows
exaggeratedly as he said with mock seriousness, “Let’s just say, a proper
bachelor party typically involves the exchange of bodily fluids. I’m not
going to detail which fluids or how or why – I’ll leave that up to your
perverted imaginations. In a not-quite-proper bachelor party, a
proxy for the groom – and here I offer my services – has to step in, if you
will.”
“I see.” Buffy laughed, “So
you’ll be … uh, handling any exchange of body fluids on Angel’s behalf
then?”
“Not literally his, but
yes, that’s the idea.” Grinning, Doyle answered the question as he stuffed
his hands in his pockets.
“So, you don’t mind if he goes
then?” Gunn queried, almost surprised that Buffy didn’t seem to be upset or
angry at the idea.
“Of course not.” Buffy smiled,
amused that they seemed to be asking her permission. Even though their
relationship was far from ordinary, Buffy trusted that Angel wouldn’t do
anything that would embarrass her or compromise their situation.
“Both beautiful and
understanding.” Wes complimented with a smile, “How Angel got so lucky, I
will never understand. Tell me that you have a sister?”
Buffy blushed slightly at the
compliment. “I do but she’s only two and half. You’ll have to wait awhile.”
“Hey that works for me. By the
time she’s twenty, I should be about ready to consider getting married.”
Gunn laughingly said, “But then again, if I find one like you, I may do
what Angel did and just snatch her right up. Though, do tell, Angel where did
you manage to get so lucky?”
“It’s not luck, it’s skill. And
let’s just say I was in the right place at the right time.” Angel returned
smugly, dropping a kiss on the top of Buffy’s head as he hugged her closer.
The gesture was natural and instinctive, yet was surprising to his friends
who had rarely ever seen Angel indulge in public displays of affection.
Buffy smiled and tilted her to
head to look up at Angel over her shoulder. This was the first time that
they had really tried to pretend to be a couple in front of anyone; it was
much easier than she expected. And much nicer. It was also much
different than how they had discussed it in theory – she hadn’t expected
him to put his arms around her much less then affectionate kisses.
“Get dressed, man, and let’s go
before she changes her mind.” Gunn added with a teasing smirk as he glanced
at Buffy. “Womanly prerogative, or so Fred says all the time.”
“Fred?” Buffy asked as Angel’s
hands dropped from her waist. She could hear him walking back down the hall
to the bedroom.
“Winifred. His girlfriend.” Wes
amended before Gunn could continue his usual joke on his girlfriend’s
name. “She goes by Fred.”
The teasing banter continued for
another ten minutes before Angel rejoined the group, now fully dressed. He
was tempted to talk to Buffy privately to see if she was really okay with
him going out with the guys – knowing what they planned, but he wasn’t sure
if she’d be honest with him. He also wasn’t sure that his male pride
would be able to take the teasing that would ensue if his friends even
thought he was letting Buffy control him.
Just as the guys started out the
door, Buffy impulsively reached out and touched Angel lightly on the arm.
Her eyebrows were lifted teasingly and her eyes were sparkling with humor
as she softly murmured, “Behave.”
His lips curving upward in a
return smile, Angel replied, “Always.” He leaned down intending to kiss her
cheek, but instead touched his lips to hers in soft, slow, sweet kiss.
Buffy’s breath caught and held as
his lips met hers. Without thinking, she lifted her arms to circle his
neck, her fingertips brushing the soft hair on his nape tentatively as the
kiss deepened.
“Let’s go, Romeo. Plenty of time
for that later.”
Reluctantly Angel broke off the
kiss. He wasn’t entirely sure which of his friends had spoken up. His eyes
were locked with Buffy's as she stared up at him with a trace of confusion
on her face.
Buffy resisted the shivering
warmth that crept along her spine, reminding herself that Angel was simply
playing his part. He was beginning as they intended to go on – proving to
their friends that they were married – for real. Little did she know that
those thoughts had been the farthest thing from Angel’s mind; he had simply
acted on impulse.
“Bye.” Buffy breathed softly, but
she leaned forward again and her lips brushed his in a light butterfly
kiss.
“I won’t be too late.” He
murmured, finding a profound pleasure in her reaction to his kiss. It took
considerable effort for him to step back away from her.
“Hey, that just happens to remind
me… Just because you didn’t invite me to the wedding, don’t think that I’m
not going to get to kiss the bride.” Gunn nudged Angel aside and reached
out and caught Buffy by the shoulders. Pulling her forward, he gave her a
less than brotherly kiss on the lips.
Because this new found jealously
of Angel’s deserved some teasing, both Doyle and Wes followed Gunn’s lead
and gave Buffy a congratulatory kiss.
Knowing that they were doing it
on purpose to annoy him, Angel tried not to be affected – but was largely
unsuccessful. They said their goodbye's once more and opened the door to
leave. As if he couldn’t stand to leave her with Wesley’s kiss on her lips,
Angel turned suddenly and took Buffy into his arms, kissing her again. It
was a lazy, mindless tongue-tangling kiss that seemed to go on for long
slow minutes. By the time he lifted his head, both of them were breathless
and panting – and completely unaware that they guys had closed the door
behind them to give them some privacy.
Without a word, Angel dropped his
arms and let her go.
Only after the door closed behind
him, did Buffy finally return to her seat at the table. It was awhile
longer before her concentration returned and she could finish her homework.
* * *
It was just after two am when
Angel slipped the key in the lock of the apartment door. Taking great care
to be quiet, he pushed open the door. The small hallway nightlight gave the
room some light, as did the bedroom lamp that Buffy had apparently left on
for him.
Taking off his shoes so as to not
make any sound, he closed the door behind him. His eyes on her sleeping
form, he crossed the room slowly to where Buffy slept on the couch.
Cautiously he sat down on the couch opposite her.
Her rich golden hair was spread
over her pillow, several long strands cascading down the side almost
reaching the floor. Her eyes were closed; the darkened and lacy
lashes hiding the luminous beauty of her eyes. Her pink lips were
slightly parted as she breathed quietly, the delicate features of her face
perfectly formed.
Other than a few dollar bills
stuffed in a very aggressive girl’s g-string as she gyrated in front of
him, he hadn’t really had any interest in the beautiful women at the strip
club that Doyle had insisted they go too. It was unusual, given his former
proclivities. All he could see were a pair of trusting green eyes looking up
at him teasingly. And strangely, that aroused him more than the beautiful
naked bodies that he had seen.
Buffy sighed in her sleep and
Angel held his breath. The blanket slipped down as she turned slightly,
revealing a shoulder, bare except for the thin strap of her pajama top. His
thoughts drifted back to the breathtaking vision of her in the bath. She
was without a doubt one of the most beautiful women he had seen.
Leaning forward, he covered her
shoulder. He smiled faintly as she snuggled contentedly under the
blanket. Lifting a strand of her hair to his lips, he kissed it
gently before replacing it carefully on the pillow.
What had he gotten himself
into?
PART THREE
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