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Joss owns all including probably me.
This small piece was written very
haphazardly at work and was not exposed to my usual self-critique so
apologies in advance for all the little bits you mightn't like. Being a B/A
fan, I enjoy the platonic friendship between Cordy and Angel so that’s what
I write.
I have a kind of story arc in mind that I
might get around to but Making a Point is just a small piece examining the
initial growth of friendship between the two.Thanks to everyone for all the
positive feedback, its great to get so please review, if you think its
good, bad or indifferent !!
Making a
Point.
Dipping
her head under swinging arms and squeezing between heated tangled bodies
that seemed strangely illuminate under the overhead strobe lights, Cordelia
slowly edged her way through the dancing revellers, her eyes seeking
escape. Once free of the heaving dance floor she gazed the length of the
club, finally spying an open doorway at the far end.
Pulling
her bag over her shoulder, Cordelia moved toward it, inwardly appreciative
of the admiring looks invoked in those she left in her wake. The pretty
nineteen-year old walked with an assured poise, each pace taken with the
once brash, now wiser confidence of youth. She walked with a deep
conviction of self, past battles for survival carving her own unique
indelible hold on life into every step. It was, Cordelia thought with wry
humour, her "I may not be the Slayer but no demon has beaten me
yet," walk.
The
brunette spared a quick smile for the bouncers as she stepped past them
into the cool night air, her skin immediately tingling in its chill.
Cordelia shivered as she tugged her bag from her shoulder, dropping it to
the damp sidewalk beneath. She slipped a jacket over her bare arms,
mentally thanking the weather conscious ghost who, had earlier insisted his
roommate dress warmly, despite her vehement insistence that global warming
had heated L.A. nights in the years since his demise. The argument had
ended with the ghost had repeatedly flinging the jacket at Cordelia until the
teenager finally acquiesced to his demands.
"I
owe you one Dennis" Cordelia murmured as with one sweep of her hand,
she flicked long dark hair over the collar. She glanced at her watch, her
eyes wandering upward from it's silver face to rest on the tempting door of
the taxi firm on the opposite side of the street. Taxi, Cordelia thought
longingly, warm, fast, safe taxi.
Bills,
the voice she was learning to call Budget Cordy scolded, Unpaid bills.
Taxis are expensive and are therefore bad, public transport may be smelly
and full of strange people but it is cheap. And cheap is always good.
With a
sigh, she picked up her bag and reluctantly tore her eyes away from the
office.
Bus it
would have to be.
"Besides"
Cordelia muttered, as she turned and began a brisk walk, "Knowing my
luck, I'd end up with a taxi driver from the world of the not living."
Vaguely
aware that believing walking through the city after one o' clock in the
morning was safer than a taxi ride home was bordering on the plain ridiculous,
Cordelia stepped up a pace as she crossed the street, her hand fumbling
purposefully in her bag. She sighed in quiet relief as her fingers wrapped
themselves tightly around a small vial of holy water. She hadn't forgotten
it after all.
Safe as
houses.
Fears
vanquished, Cordelia's thoughts drifted to Angel and Doyle as she retreated
along the route that had taken her to the club a few hours previously, then
in Serena's car. She had left the office shortly after her friends returned
from yet another successful demon fest, Doyle covered in a slimy goo, Angel
immaculate apparently having escaped the demon's mucus ejection. Doyle had
looked so funny with his…
She
stiffened, her wandering thoughts banished by a sudden screaming awareness
of a presence, behind, no, near her. Whoever, whatever it was, was
uncomfortably close. Too close. Her pace never slowing, Cordelia scanned
the street, quiet desperation intensifying as she tightened her hold on the
small vial of blessed water. Drawing it into the palm of her hand, she drew
it from her bag and dread settling in the pit of her stomach, she fumbled
awkwardly with the lid.
Shit,
dark street, get out of here first. Don't run yet. Don't run yet.
Somehow, her
rattled limbs obeyed the panicked command. Acutely conscious of the
clicking of her stilettos on the ground beneath, Cordelia concentrated, her
eyes focused on the lights at the end of the street, her breathing in
synchrony with every second footfall. Get to the end of the street.
She
hadn't time. Realisation struck as the presence loomed ominously near and
she accepted it with one long breath. Her finger thumbing the lid of the
vial upward, hand ready to hurl its contents into the face of her would be
assailant, Cordelia swirled around with a scream and slammed straight into
a broad, solid chest. A familiar broad solid chest, she realised as she
lifted her head in bewilderment, dazed from the sudden impact.
"Angel?"
Cordelia asked weakly as she looked up into his implacably calm eyes. He
looked at her silently.
"Angel?"
she repeated angrily as she pushed against him, finding the movement did
little to shift him, "What the hell are trying to do. Frighten me to
death?"
Angel
lifted his eyes from her pale face and glanced sideways, his gaze fixed on
something in the distance. He stepped back, the dark night almost
enveloping his black garbed form. He had watched Cordelia make her lonely
trek in the darkness, his mind jumping between fear and anger as he
followed her. Thoughts of the demon he and Doyle had fought earlier had
assailed every sense, images of what might have happened if he hadn't
killed it, if it was here instead of him, what it might do to Cordelia…
What
anything or anyone could do to her this late, this dark. His dead heart
strangely heavier, Angel turned to her sombrely. "Walking alone this
late at night, something sure will." He clipped each word, pushing
dark promise into every syllable.
Cordelia
flinched under his intimidating expression. It was, she decided, one of his
better bad vamp looks, with his eyebrow slightly lifted, the barest hint of
a knowing smile tugging on his lips, his eyes boring into her own, daring
defiance. She was almost daunted, almost. If he hadn't just scared a week's
growth out of her nails, she might just care. As it stood, she was just
plain angry.
"Look
mister," she pointed an accusatory finger at him, pushing it hard into
his chest. "You can sneak around all you want during office hours but
in my own time, there's none of it, no frightening me and mandatory humming
if you're anywhere nearby, which you shouldn't be this late anyhow. Got
it?"
His
eyebrow arched higher as he looked pointedly at her wagging finger and
Cordelia glanced at it herself before dropping her hand to her side almost
bashfully. "And furthermore," she allowed her voice to drop a
pitch or two, forcing a reasonable tone, "I am perfectly capable of
defending myself in this or any street."
"Like
just now?" Angel asked quietly, his expression darkening a little.
Cordelia
glanced upward in irritation. "Yes like now" she glared at her
employer, frustrated by his seemingly completely unrepentant attitude,
"Like right now, if I hadn't recognised you, you'd be wearing
this."
She had barely
lifted her hand when she found it snapped down as in one breathtakingly
quick movement, Angel knocked the vial, grabbed her wrist and spun her
around. He clamped his other hand over her mouth and tilting her against
him, he walked her into the adjacent alley. Cordelia's muffled threats were
as useless as her attempts to fight for freedom and the vampire maintained
an easy hold on the girl as he leaned down to whisper in her ear.
"Don't
ever tell me you can take care of yourself out here."
Angel released
his grip and Cordelia stumbled away from him, bristling with fury.
"Screw
you," she spat at him, her voice a mixture of angry humiliation and
betrayal.
The
vampire sighed in deep frustration as with a furious glare, Cordelia
stalked past him. Calm, Angel told him-self, years of practice forcing the
demon to hush. He flung out a hand in useless appeasement as he stepped
behind her. "Cordelia," he began with a cajoling tone.
"No,"
Cordelia spun around and he winced at the fire burning in her hazel eyes,
"You don't get to manhandle me to make a point Angel, all right? Its
bad enough having demons trying to attack your front line of defence which
let me see, oh yes, is me every day in the office without you doing it at
night as well."
"That’s
not what I…"
"You
scared the life out of me tonight. You know how scared I was of Sunnydale,
of this city? And now I've settled a little, I'm more confident, more self
reliant, I don't jump at shadows in the night anymore and you go sneaking
up on me like some sort of crazy?"
"You
should be scared of the shadows." Angel said quietly.
He
watched her expression melt into confused anger. "What?"
The
vampire dipped his head back and stared up at the stars overhead, wondering
how he could impress his fears upon the young girl standing in front of
him. She couldn't possibly understand the darkness in others, in him.
Annoyance rippled through his mind as he amended that thought, she should
know. Cordelia was a veteran of Sunnydale, she knew evil. Hell, she had
dated evil. He closed his eyes and bathed in memories of those times, when
he could swoop into a fraternity house and save Buffy, save her friends.
Sunnydale may have been rife with the undead but it was small and its
demons predictable. Then he had resources, Willow, Giles, hell even Xander.
He had found Buffy and Cordelia relatively easily that time. Here in L.A.,
the city was so damn big, Cordelia so damn small. So damn young.
He
straightened and allowed his eyes to rove over her face. Somehow, she and
Doyle had managed to push life into his existence and he had learned to
care for them over the past few months.
"Hello,
earth to vampire?"
He might
have smiled, were it not for the nagging doubts whispering in the back of
his mind. A fear that this tenuous hold on normality might shatter, that
somehow he might lose all that he had gained. That he might lose, he slowly
articulated, Doyle or Cordelia. The ancient urge to protect welled deep
within, surprising him with its force. So many people had been hurt in the
past, Angel remembered painfully, he couldn't allow harm to fall upon those
closest to him now. The vampire squashed the urge to bundle Cordelia into
his car and drive her home, knowing that as with another Sunnydale girl,
bullying tactics wouldn't work. Mental tactics, it would have to be.
"I
don't get it Cordelia" he said finally, "I don't get why you
would walk alone this late. You of all people know what's goes bump in the
night."
"I
should, I work with one such bump." Cordelia growled back. Her
expression softened as she recognised the sting in her own words.
"Angel, I didn't mean that, its just that you really scared me back
there and after…"
"I
know, I'm sorry I got rough" Angel grimaced apologetically "I
just wanted to make a point."
Cordelia
stared at him silently, demanding more than a muted apology.
"Obviously
a bad decision," Angel said meekly, wondering just how a 244-year old
vampire managed to be intimidated by a nineteen-year old ex-May Queen.
Cordelia's
disapproving glare lightened fractionally. "Obviously," she
agreed.
He nodded
and placed a guiding hand on her back. "Cars this way," he
murmured "Let me drive you home." To his immense relief, Cordelia
didn't demur and instead stepped into a sullen stroll beside him. Sulking,
he guessed with a probing side- glance. Better sulking than dead.
"I
am sorry I scared you Cordelia," he echoed his apology, "But I
still don't want you walking out here so late. I don't understand why you
would risk…"
Cordelia drew
to a sharp halt and the vampire halted both step and sentence to assess her
questioningly.
"I
couldn't afford a taxi home," she said flatly, swinging her arms out
in gestured defeat. "It’s a fifteen minute ride, it's peak time and I
couldn't afford it all right Kojak? I had intended walking home with other
people but I wasn't feeling well so I left early. That’s it, that’s the
reason stupid Cordy was potential demon fodder tonight. Satisfied?"
Her eyes
fell to the ground, apparently tracing the outline of her shoes.
Angel
stuck his hands in his pockets, tilted forward slightly and leaned his head
to one side. He waited patiently until she lifted subdued eyes to meet his
querulous gaze.
"Why
didn't you call me to pick you up?" Genuine bafflement laced his
voice.
Cordelia
rolled her eyes, a sharp breath escaping her lips.
"Angel
I can't always come running to you. You already helped me out enough as it
is, what with the whole saving my life gig, the job, cleansing the
apartment. I'm not going to start bugging you for rides."
Angel
straightened and surveyed his young associate meaningfully, plagued by
self-castigation. You're too damn hard on her, she finds you
unapproachable. You let her work on the most terrifying cases and you don't
reassure her of your protection, of her right to it?
Stop
wallowing Angel. He could almost hear Buffy's exasperated voice
reprimanding him, her unique wisdom still his best source of strength.
Deal.
Angel
looked firmly at Cordelia.
"Cordelia,
that’s not bugging me. What bugs me is the idea that you're walking around
this city after dark. Thoughts like that are enough to send me back to the
good old lurking days. I'm sorry I jumped out on you. It wasn't the best
way to explain." Angel paused as he struggled to find the right words,
a tight grin springing to his lips. "Maybe I should take that social
skills class, huh?"
His
teasing drew a small smile to the teenager's face. "Maybe not,"
she answered softly and her relaxed demeanour encouraged him to continue.
Slipping a hand from his pocket, Angel reached out and tugged her own hand.
He clasped it tightly and smiled bashfully as he watched surprise spark in
her eyes. Angel was rarely demonstratively affectionate. Angel was rarely
affectionate full stop.
He
cleared his throat and began uncertainly.
"Cordelia,
you and Doyle are all I have now. I may not say or show it all that well
but I care about you. I worry about you. We worry about each other."
Angel shrugged, "You don't like to go out until you know Doyle and I
call in after a battle. Doyle called me twice tonight to remind me to drop
by to see if you'd needed a ride home. We are all we have got in this
town."
His
expression grew askance.
"So,
please Cordelia promise me, You'll call me for anything at all. And that
you'll never do anything like tonight again, anything that could put you in
danger. Ever."
Angel
deliberately emphasised the final word and braced himself for her reaction.
Knowing Cordelia, it would be unpredictable.
And it
was.
Surprised
and touched by Angel's concern, Cordelia's expression grew thoughtful.
Goddamnit, the nineteen-year old considered her fading anger with mild
annoyance, The great big hulk looks practically vulnerable standing there,
how am I supposed to be mad with him?
The truth
was, she wasn't mad. She was grateful, for all he had done for her, for all
he continued to do for her. She was even grateful, in a round about way,
for tonight.
Cordelia
stood on her tiptoes and tugging on the lapel of his duster for support,
she planted a kiss on Angel's cheek, enjoying the surprise racing into his
eyes as she leaned back on steady feet.
"I
promise," she smiled and looping an arm with him, the aspiring actress
led the vampire toward the car. "That doesn't mean I like you skulking
around at night after me but I promise I won't walk alone late and I'll
call you if I need anything." Her final words were strangled by a
yawn.
"Good."
Angel replied lightly, "That's all I ask," She muffled another
yawn. ""Lets get you to bed."
He winced
as her eyebrow lifted. "I meant let's get you to your bed.
Alone."
"Sure
you did Angel." Cordelia untangled her arm from his with a knowing
smirk, "I wondered when the whole sexual favour thing would
start." She strode toward the passenger side, leaving the vampire
struggling to redeem himself.
Angel
watched as Cordelia waved goodnight from the doorway of her apartment. The lights
had switched on as he had pulled up outside, Dennis was obviously awake.
With a final wave, his youngest associate disappeared inside and Angel
turned the key, the engine purring to life.
At least
she's home safe.
An
unbidden memory of another girl, a little older than Cordelia sprang to
mind. Tina. He had failed her bitterly. Waves of protective determination
billowed in the vampire as he pulled the car away from the apartment block.
He would
not fail Cordelia.
Cordelia
dropped into her seat with a sigh, eyeing the pile of paperwork on her
desk.
"Angel,
up yet?" she shouted in to Doyle who sat huddled over something at
Angel's desk.
The
Irishman glanced up from the axe he was cleaning with great care. "Not
yet but he left you a present when he came in this morning."
Cordelia
cast a speculative gaze around her desk, her eyes falling upon a small
parcel. "Oooh," she said gleefully as she pounced upon it,
tearing the wrapping, "I must have guilted him real bad."
"I
don't think so…" Doyle answered from the inner office, " From
what he told me, I think he's trying to make a point."
Cordelia
removed the cell-phone from its box, a small smile curving on her lips as
she read the tag.
"No
excuse for not calling. 243 year old Taxi driver ready and willing. In
Daytime hours, Irish sidekick will oblige."
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